View Full Version : I'm at home on new years.
And it's great. I just did my last 18mg line of hydromorphone, and I've got a 12 pack of budweisers and 8 motts clamato caesars. Most of my good friend have gone off to college or university, and I'm stuck in this small town and can no longer afford to pay car insurance with my shitty under the table job.. and I haven't worked much cause I'm busy doing schoolwork from home. so I'm stuck in this town.. but I'm happy. Lately I've felt a bit depressed because my social life being stuck back in my home-village without a huge social life was hard to get used to.. but everything is going to work out awesome. I'll be in University in the fall. I'm looking forward to have a nice relaxing new years with a couple of buddies at my house. Nothing crazy, I've had enough crazy times in my life. I'm just happy that I'm truly content with this, whereas I used to stress myself out to find the most outrageous things to create memories with on holidays.
I feel great, I don't feel the need to pressure myself to have crazy times on new years like I used to. It actually used to cause my anxiety if I wasn't doing something that topped everyone else on new years.
I'm quitting opiates as of tomorrow, and cigarettes again (i made it 106 days last year and i'm damned proud of it, not upset that I relapsed, that was hard to do). I'm having 4 friends come over in a bit and I'm perfectly content.
I have a lot of friends (although distant now) and family that support me, and I'm looking forward to breaking out of this vicious cycle of withdrawal and euphoria. This is my last time getting high. I'm serious about it, and I know I am, and it feels good.
Headspin
01-01-2011, 02:54 AM
The more you say that you are content the less I believe you.
Just kidding. Glad to hear your new years is chill. :thumbsup:
Marijuanasaurus
01-01-2011, 03:06 AM
lol @ IWD needing opiates to feel happy
*chugs a beer*
bumble
01-01-2011, 03:16 AM
I'm at home on new years too... only I don't have drugs.
Bleeding Kansas
01-01-2011, 03:20 AM
I'm at home for new years, but I don't expect this to happen much for here going forward. Just a fluke. I need to get back where I belong, and Texas ain't it, that's all.
Here is a random song for you to enjoy.
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ObscuredByClouds
01-01-2011, 03:29 AM
Im at work on new years.. Brought a few brews with me :thumbsup:
Bleeding Kansas
01-01-2011, 03:34 AM
Im at work on new years.. Brought a few brews with me :thumbsup:
where do you work, would they really allow that?
ObscuredByClouds
01-01-2011, 03:37 AM
I work as a concierge at a condominium, you know those guys at the front desk? I just keep it in the cupboard below me, on my fourth already... happy new years ; D
I ended up going to a party. God damn was that OP ever a lie. I thought I believed it at the time.
Blunderfail
01-03-2011, 03:08 AM
INTERESTING STUFF.
Stay tuned for more... tales... of... interest!
pill popper
01-03-2011, 03:50 AM
And it's great. I just did my last 18mg line of hydromorphone, and I've got a 12 pack of budweisers and 8 motts clamato caesars. Most of my good friend have gone off to college or university, and I'm stuck in this small town and can no longer afford to pay car insurance with my shitty under the table job.. and I haven't worked much cause I'm busy doing schoolwork from home. so I'm stuck in this town.. but I'm happy. Lately I've felt a bit depressed because my social life being stuck back in my home-village without a huge social life was hard to get used to.. but everything is going to work out awesome. I'll be in University in the fall. I'm looking forward to have a nice relaxing new years with a couple of buddies at my house. Nothing crazy, I've had enough crazy times in my life. I'm just happy that I'm truly content with this, whereas I used to stress myself out to find the most outrageous things to create memories with on holidays.
I feel great, I don't feel the need to pressure myself to have crazy times on new years like I used to. It actually used to cause my anxiety if I wasn't doing something that topped everyone else on new years.
I'm quitting opiates as of tomorrow, and cigarettes again (i made it 106 days last year and i'm damned proud of it, not upset that I relapsed, that was hard to do). I'm having 4 friends come over in a bit and I'm perfectly content.
I have a lot of friends (although distant now) and family that support me, and I'm looking forward to breaking out of this vicious cycle of withdrawal and euphoria. This is my last time getting high. I'm serious about it, and I know I am, and it feels good.
IWD And Blunderfag sitting in a tree
you fucking queers
IWD And Blunderfag sitting in a tree
you fucking queers
What's wrong with that? Some men can sit in trees and just enjoy the scenery without kissing each other you fat bald lump of dried out dog shit.
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