Thecosmicexplosion
02-11-2009, 07:29 PM
If you're bored, and get pleasure from seeing other peoples relationships go up in flames. Then enjoy this!
Scenario: Me(Man) Moved in with a friend (Angel) whilst dating Woman (Woman) and (Angel's) Lover tells (Woman) that (Man) has feelings for (Angel) which Angel is already aware of
Man (12:02:00 AM): thats no good
Man (12:03:03 AM): understandable though
Woman (12:03:47 AM): yep
Man (12:04:31 AM): can i help with that ?
Woman (12:05:35 AM): doubt it
Man (12:06:29 AM): that's shitty
Woman (12:09:31 AM): yep
Woman (12:32:14 AM): we're not ok huh?
Man (12:36:50 AM): does not seem that way to me
Man (12:37:20 AM): i don't get it though
Woman (12:38:13 AM): Yeah me either.
Man (12:39:50 AM): well
Man (12:40:06 AM): lets try to clear the confusion then?
Woman (12:40:32 AM): I tried.
Woman (12:40:40 AM): It's not working.
Man (12:41:21 AM): are you saying that i'm not seeing it or you're confused as well
Woman (12:42:36 AM): both
Man (12:43:18 AM): well is the issue the sam/me moving here thing or something more
Woman (12:44:01 AM): i had an issue before you moved there.
Man (12:44:14 AM): wich is?
Woman (12:49:04 AM): it really doesn't even fucking matter does it?
Man (12:49:37 AM): No, that's wrong
Man (12:51:07 AM): I don't even understand the point of that comment
Woman (12:51:27 AM): i don't understand the point of any of it to be honest.
Woman (12:52:29 AM): i'm not trying to be an asshole, but i decided to get tipsy after lennon went to sleep
Woman (12:52:50 AM): because i'd otherwise be sitting here all sad by myself.
Woman (12:52:58 AM): not that i'm not doing that anyway.
Man (12:53:08 AM): oh?
Woman (12:53:14 AM): but it's easier to accept the fact with a roaring fire in my belly.
Man (12:54:03 AM): that's equally confusing
Man (12:54:18 AM): what are you saying
Woman (12:54:32 AM): i'm saying that i'm sad.
Woman (12:54:44 AM): and i can't find any way to communicate that to you so that you understand.
Woman (12:55:11 AM): so i continue to be sad because i can't make you understand how it makes me feel
Woman (12:55:41 AM): because apparently you lack any ability to feel jealousy, so you can't understand.
Woman (12:55:45 AM): i'm insecure.
Woman (12:55:49 AM): i'm jealous.
Woman (12:56:03 AM): i definitely feel like i'm not enough
Woman (12:56:28 AM): i feel really really small
Woman (12:56:40 AM): and paranoid
Woman (12:56:50 AM): and many more unpleasant things.
Man (12:56:55 AM): all i can say is that i don't feel like there is such thing as "enough" and i feel extremeley blessed with everything that I do have
Man (12:57:07 AM): you have no reason to be jealous
Woman (12:57:19 AM): yes i do.
Man (12:57:39 AM): of what though???
Man (12:57:49 AM): what i said to angel?
Woman (12:58:04 AM): yes.
Woman (12:58:08 AM): the whole thing.
Man (12:59:15 AM): don't you think there are reasons completely unrelated to that that im with you for?
Man (12:59:51 AM): I can't go back and not say those things, and it would be just as bad to lie about it all
Man (1:00:56 AM): but the jealousy seems pointless, theres no actual reason for it
Man (1:02:00 AM): i don't understand, what more can i say
Woman (1:03:49 AM): when i'm upset, i call my mom. and my sisters. and steph. because they're always there no matter what.
Woman (1:03:55 AM): and i've been upset all day.
Woman (1:03:58 AM): and i called them
Woman (1:04:09 AM): and they all told me it wasn't worth it.
Woman (1:04:27 AM): they didn't think i was being irrational.
Man (1:04:52 AM): i don't think you're being irrational i just don't see what there is to be jealous of
Woman (1:05:00 AM): that kind of thing raises serious red flags. it's not like that whole thing happened months ago or even a year ago. it was a month ago.
Man (1:06:09 AM): i don't want you to feel that way
Woman (1:06:40 AM): i really feel like i've been through enough.
Woman (1:06:53 AM): and you're asking me to take a serious fucking serious risk on you
Woman (1:06:58 AM): and i don't know if i can.
Man (1:07:23 AM): do what's best for you. what serious risk?
Man (1:07:36 AM): you think i intend to hurt you>?
Woman (1:07:47 AM): you wanted to be with someone else in your very recent past.
Woman (1:07:58 AM): and then you're like, oh snap, i wanna be with kyle now.
Woman (1:08:06 AM): and i don't know.
Woman (1:08:15 AM): it's scary.
Man (1:08:16 AM): but i'm with kyle now...
Woman (1:08:42 AM): it's borderline jerry springer.
Man (1:10:13 AM): im with you
Woman (1:10:19 AM): risk = in my position, it seems a high probability that your feeling for angel aren't gone with the wind unless what you felt for angel wasnt' even genuine in the first place. that kind of emotion doesn't just dissolve into the air like that.
Woman (1:10:47 AM): so knowing that, you're askign me to take a giant risk and trust that it is just gone with the wind.
Woman (1:11:29 AM): i don't know if i can do that.
Woman (1:12:04 AM): and then i can turn around and think, well, if you're feelings for angel can just disappear in a snap, maybe your feelings for me could do the same thing.
Woman (1:12:49 AM): i dont' want to get hurt again. i can't do it. not right now. i'm still this walking open wound from my last time around and i don't know if i can do it.
Man (1:13:04 AM): I see
Woman (1:14:00 AM): i want someone who adores me. and only me. i want to feel like a goddess.
Woman (1:14:43 AM): and maybe that's not realistic.
Woman (1:14:54 AM): maybe you can only have pleasure wiht pain.
Woman (1:15:00 AM): but i don't want to give up yet.
Man (1:15:06 AM): you're probobly better off without the jealousy, besides you can easily find someone else who will be completely devoted to only you, I'd be lieing if i said that was me
Man (1:15:55 AM): I'll just love the one im with, wich will be myself as usual
Man (1:16:07 AM): my last girlfriend and i ended around valentines day too
Man (1:16:12 AM): it's cute
Man (1:16:52 AM): I just hope whoever that is treats you well
Woman signed off at 1:17:25 AM
Woman signed on at 1:27:02 AM
Woman went idle at 1:50:29 AM
Woman came back from idle at 1:53:46 AM
Woman went idle at 2:03:56 AM
Woman came back from idle at 2:05:03 AM
Man (2:06:05 AM): i hope it wasnt too painful
Man (2:06:07 AM): but
Man (2:06:25 AM): if theres other people i guess you'll be fine
Woman (2:06:34 AM): fuck off
Woman went away at 2:06:41 AM
Man (2:06:42 AM): One last thing
Woman (2:06:42 AM): Why am I so good to you?
Good question.
Man (2:06:54 AM): How did you feel about me?
Woman (2:07:29 AM): Does it even matter at this point?
Man (2:07:38 AM): yes
Man (2:07:57 AM): I didn't mean to hurt you kyle
Man (2:08:05 AM): I care about you
Woman (2:08:24 AM): yeah.
Woman (2:08:26 AM): mmhmm
Man (2:08:55 AM): believe what you want then
Man (2:08:57 AM): cause you know
Man (2:09:06 AM): theres so many girls out there for me
Woman (2:09:41 AM): too bad for them then huh?
Man (2:09:54 AM): wow
Man (2:10:05 AM): if you listend to anything ive said to you
Man (2:10:09 AM): in the past two weeks
Man (2:10:14 AM): you'd understand that
Woman (2:10:33 AM): ok.
Woman (2:10:36 AM): too bad for me then.
Man (2:12:14 AM): god damnit
Man (2:12:17 AM): wtf is the point
Man (2:12:27 AM): no one understands the shit i try to do or say
Man (2:14:26 AM): deaf ears
Man (2:14:30 AM): blind hearts
Man (2:14:40 AM): maybe im just too roundabout
Woman (2:15:12 AM): excuse me if i'm not sympathetic.
Man (2:15:37 AM): I was just trying to be good to you
Man (2:15:52 AM): we were fucking all the time anyway '
Woman (2:16:26 AM): well if i wasn't going to cry myself to sleep already, i sure am now.
Woman (2:16:43 AM): although, i already was, which is why i got back up in the first place.
Man (2:16:57 AM): kyle i don't get it
Man (2:17:02 AM): i want to be with you
Man (2:17:04 AM): and i am
Man (2:17:05 AM): mentally
Man (2:17:12 AM): and physicly
Man (2:17:15 AM): why can't that be enough
Woman (2:17:19 AM): but not completely.
Man (2:17:32 AM): why does that hurt you so much
Man (2:18:00 AM): I wasnt trying to get with angel
Man (2:18:04 AM): i wasnt even thinking about angel
Man (2:18:27 AM): we hadnt even spoken in ages and theres most certainly not anything going on between us
Man (2:19:14 AM): I didnt mean to hurt you
Woman (2:19:26 AM): well you did.
Man (2:19:39 AM): I'm sorry
Man (2:19:42 AM): im only human though
Man (2:19:50 AM): i can't do anything other than what I was
Woman (2:20:03 AM): it's my fault anyway.
Woman (2:20:11 AM): i should've known better.
Woman (2:22:02 AM): it's too easy for me you know.
Woman (2:22:16 AM): to completely fall for people.
Man (2:22:49 AM): i thought things were good
Woman (2:23:46 AM): me too.
Man (2:24:04 AM): then i don't see why we have to stop
Man (2:24:33 AM): although
Man (2:24:38 AM): i guess we're past that point
Woman (2:24:45 AM): because i don't want to fall for someone who's not falling with me.
Man (2:25:20 AM): i never said i wasnt
Woman (2:29:21 AM): and you never said you were either.
Man (2:30:03 AM): i don't ask girls out if im not ..
Man (2:33:31 AM): i don't even like people that much
Woman (2:33:42 AM): or if you figure you might as well treat them good since you're fucking them anyway right?
Man (2:35:11 AM): might as well>?
Man (2:35:13 AM): wtf
Man (2:35:15 AM): oh
Man (2:35:19 AM): thats right
Man (2:35:26 AM): i fuck every girl that wants to fuck me
Man (2:35:54 AM): typical adam
Woman (2:36:12 AM): Man (2:15:32 AM): I was just trying to be good to you
Man (2:15:46 AM): we were fucking all the time anyway '
Man (2:37:03 AM): i don't just fuck with my penis
Man (2:38:51 AM): god damnit
Woman (2:41:57 AM): why can't you just lie to me and tell me i'm all you want.
Man (2:42:50 AM): i don't do that
Woman (2:44:30 AM): well then it's that simple
Man (2:45:12 AM): what do you mean
Woman (2:45:42 AM): you're all that i want.
Woman (2:46:34 AM): but i can't be with you if i'm not enough.
Man (2:47:45 AM): where do you get this notion of enough from
Man (2:47:58 AM): i just want to learn
Man (2:47:59 AM): and grow
Man (2:48:00 AM): and love
Woman (2:49:04 AM): angel's obviously got something i don't.
Woman (2:49:15 AM): =not enough
Woman (2:49:22 AM): =not good enough
Man (2:51:16 AM): its not even like that
Man (2:53:04 AM): i don't see such things
Woman (2:55:13 AM): yes it is. because whatever you see in her i can't do. we're like polar opposites.
Man (2:57:19 AM): i can't explain that i don't even know but it doesnt matter because of what i see in you
Man (2:59:10 AM): but that's it kyle
Man (2:59:16 AM): I'd love to be with you
Man (2:59:17 AM): but
Man (2:59:24 AM): i can't do something i'm not in control of
Woman (2:59:57 AM): tell me that you wouldn't love to be with her.
Man (3:03:14 AM): i'll never be with her
Woman (3:03:28 AM): tell me that you wouldn't love to be with her.
Man (3:05:39 AM): it doesnt matter
Woman (3:05:47 AM): yes it does.
Woman (3:06:05 AM): i guess i already know the answer to that.
Man (3:07:05 AM): No
Man (3:07:07 AM): and nor do i
Woman (3:07:45 AM): then why not just say that in the first place?
Man (3:12:52 AM): All i have
Man (3:12:53 AM): is
Man (3:13:13 AM): loyalty
Man (3:13:18 AM): and honesty
Man (3:14:21 AM): if that's not enough then this won't work at all
Woman (3:15:30 AM): well. no. if at the same time you'd love to be with me, you'd love to be with someone else, than no, this won't work. can you honestly do that?
Man (3:17:58 AM): I'm sorry for keeping you up this late
Woman (3:18:46 AM): whatever.
Man (3:19:04 AM): i would love to see you happy
Woman (3:19:15 AM): especially when you could've just told me the truth on sunday
Man (3:19:18 AM): but im not lieing to you
Man (3:19:26 AM): wtf
Man (3:19:32 AM): i did tell you the truth
Woman (3:19:32 AM): yes you are.
Woman (3:19:36 AM): no you didn't
Woman (3:19:52 AM): you said you didn't have any romantic feelings for her anymore
Woman (3:20:00 AM): but you still can't tell me that you wouldn't love to be with her.
Woman (3:20:26 AM): i don't like when people waste my time
Woman (3:20:32 AM): and you just wasted a whole lot of it.
Man (3:20:46 AM): is that it
Man (3:20:49 AM): a waste?
Man (3:20:56 AM): like we were building up towards something?
Woman (3:22:33 AM): yeah. that's what i do.
Woman (3:22:48 AM): i start relationships with people to build up towards some sort of awesomeness
Woman (3:23:12 AM): where we're both completely and utterly, id on't know, not longing for someone else?
Woman (3:24:09 AM): that kind of awesomeness where there's this like, surreal energy that connects two people even when they're on opposing ends of a room.
Woman (3:24:20 AM): so fierce that no one wants to walk through it.
Woman (3:24:47 AM): that kind of crazy selfless infatuation
Woman (3:25:20 AM): and you can just exist together in complete silence
Woman (3:25:39 AM): but the quiet isn't deafening. it's soothing.
Woman (3:25:42 AM): it's just presence.
Man (3:29:50 AM): i see
Man (3:30:03 AM): guess ill be missing out
Man (3:30:25 AM): i'm sad too kyle
Man (3:31:42 AM): I hope you find your perfect someone
Woman (3:31:42 AM): Why am I so good to you?
Good question.
Woman (3:32:13 AM): i hop eyou don't spend too long shuffling your feet around angel's apartment waitng for her to dump sam.
Woman (3:32:15 AM): good night.
Man (3:32:32 AM): eh
Woman (3:32:33 AM): Why am I so good to you?
Good question.
Man (3:32:38 AM): i probobly would have lied
Woman (3:32:38 AM): Why am I so good to you?
Good question.
Man (3:32:42 AM): but that's pretty unfounded
Man (3:33:01 AM): slightly less sad now, I did nothing wrong to you
Woman (3:33:01 AM): Why am I so good to you?
Good question.
Man (3:33:11 AM): except waste your precious time
Woman (3:33:25 AM): well good. at least one of us feels better.
Man (3:33:41 AM): i just dont get it
Man (3:33:44 AM): why are you mad at me
Woman (3:34:14 AM): because you want her too.
Woman (3:34:25 AM): and i want you to only want me.
Woman (3:34:40 AM): and i'm not mad.
Woman (3:34:42 AM): i'm crushed.
Woman (3:34:45 AM): so i lash out.
Woman (3:34:50 AM): it's what i do.
Woman (3:35:18 AM): i don't want it to be over.
Man (3:37:00 AM): i dont know
Man (3:38:45 AM): i don't believe im in control of these things
Man (3:38:46 AM): just that
Man (3:38:53 AM): i can make choices
Man (3:39:38 AM): and
Woman (3:39:39 AM): Why am I so good to you?
Good question.
Man (3:39:45 AM): that comment stung
Woman (3:40:20 AM): what comment
Man (3:40:26 AM): Woman (3:32:13 AM): i hop eyou don't spend too long shuffling your feet around angel's apartment waitng for her to dump sam.
Man (3:40:33 AM): why do you think like that
Woman (3:41:25 AM): i don' tknow
Woman (3:41:51 AM): you're better off.
Woman (3:41:53 AM): good night.
Man (3:42:48 AM): good night
Man (3:43:35 AM): I'm just sorry It hurt you
Man (3:43:58 AM): our time spent together was quite meaningful
Man (3:44:01 AM): and beautiful to me
Man (3:58:28 AM): and my point being is
Woman (3:58:28 AM): Why am I so good to you?
Good question.
Man (3:58:35 AM): I don't long to be with anyone
Man (3:58:53 AM): i don't need to be with someone
Man (3:59:18 AM): If i'm with someone its for the right reason
Man (3:59:49 AM): i was really happy with our relationship
Man (4:00:05 AM): until that useless piece of information
Man (4:01:03 AM): always ends up the same
Scenario: Me(Man) Moved in with a friend (Angel) whilst dating Woman (Woman) and (Angel's) Lover tells (Woman) that (Man) has feelings for (Angel) which Angel is already aware of
Man (12:02:00 AM): thats no good
Man (12:03:03 AM): understandable though
Woman (12:03:47 AM): yep
Man (12:04:31 AM): can i help with that ?
Woman (12:05:35 AM): doubt it
Man (12:06:29 AM): that's shitty
Woman (12:09:31 AM): yep
Woman (12:32:14 AM): we're not ok huh?
Man (12:36:50 AM): does not seem that way to me
Man (12:37:20 AM): i don't get it though
Woman (12:38:13 AM): Yeah me either.
Man (12:39:50 AM): well
Man (12:40:06 AM): lets try to clear the confusion then?
Woman (12:40:32 AM): I tried.
Woman (12:40:40 AM): It's not working.
Man (12:41:21 AM): are you saying that i'm not seeing it or you're confused as well
Woman (12:42:36 AM): both
Man (12:43:18 AM): well is the issue the sam/me moving here thing or something more
Woman (12:44:01 AM): i had an issue before you moved there.
Man (12:44:14 AM): wich is?
Woman (12:49:04 AM): it really doesn't even fucking matter does it?
Man (12:49:37 AM): No, that's wrong
Man (12:51:07 AM): I don't even understand the point of that comment
Woman (12:51:27 AM): i don't understand the point of any of it to be honest.
Woman (12:52:29 AM): i'm not trying to be an asshole, but i decided to get tipsy after lennon went to sleep
Woman (12:52:50 AM): because i'd otherwise be sitting here all sad by myself.
Woman (12:52:58 AM): not that i'm not doing that anyway.
Man (12:53:08 AM): oh?
Woman (12:53:14 AM): but it's easier to accept the fact with a roaring fire in my belly.
Man (12:54:03 AM): that's equally confusing
Man (12:54:18 AM): what are you saying
Woman (12:54:32 AM): i'm saying that i'm sad.
Woman (12:54:44 AM): and i can't find any way to communicate that to you so that you understand.
Woman (12:55:11 AM): so i continue to be sad because i can't make you understand how it makes me feel
Woman (12:55:41 AM): because apparently you lack any ability to feel jealousy, so you can't understand.
Woman (12:55:45 AM): i'm insecure.
Woman (12:55:49 AM): i'm jealous.
Woman (12:56:03 AM): i definitely feel like i'm not enough
Woman (12:56:28 AM): i feel really really small
Woman (12:56:40 AM): and paranoid
Woman (12:56:50 AM): and many more unpleasant things.
Man (12:56:55 AM): all i can say is that i don't feel like there is such thing as "enough" and i feel extremeley blessed with everything that I do have
Man (12:57:07 AM): you have no reason to be jealous
Woman (12:57:19 AM): yes i do.
Man (12:57:39 AM): of what though???
Man (12:57:49 AM): what i said to angel?
Woman (12:58:04 AM): yes.
Woman (12:58:08 AM): the whole thing.
Man (12:59:15 AM): don't you think there are reasons completely unrelated to that that im with you for?
Man (12:59:51 AM): I can't go back and not say those things, and it would be just as bad to lie about it all
Man (1:00:56 AM): but the jealousy seems pointless, theres no actual reason for it
Man (1:02:00 AM): i don't understand, what more can i say
Woman (1:03:49 AM): when i'm upset, i call my mom. and my sisters. and steph. because they're always there no matter what.
Woman (1:03:55 AM): and i've been upset all day.
Woman (1:03:58 AM): and i called them
Woman (1:04:09 AM): and they all told me it wasn't worth it.
Woman (1:04:27 AM): they didn't think i was being irrational.
Man (1:04:52 AM): i don't think you're being irrational i just don't see what there is to be jealous of
Woman (1:05:00 AM): that kind of thing raises serious red flags. it's not like that whole thing happened months ago or even a year ago. it was a month ago.
Man (1:06:09 AM): i don't want you to feel that way
Woman (1:06:40 AM): i really feel like i've been through enough.
Woman (1:06:53 AM): and you're asking me to take a serious fucking serious risk on you
Woman (1:06:58 AM): and i don't know if i can.
Man (1:07:23 AM): do what's best for you. what serious risk?
Man (1:07:36 AM): you think i intend to hurt you>?
Woman (1:07:47 AM): you wanted to be with someone else in your very recent past.
Woman (1:07:58 AM): and then you're like, oh snap, i wanna be with kyle now.
Woman (1:08:06 AM): and i don't know.
Woman (1:08:15 AM): it's scary.
Man (1:08:16 AM): but i'm with kyle now...
Woman (1:08:42 AM): it's borderline jerry springer.
Man (1:10:13 AM): im with you
Woman (1:10:19 AM): risk = in my position, it seems a high probability that your feeling for angel aren't gone with the wind unless what you felt for angel wasnt' even genuine in the first place. that kind of emotion doesn't just dissolve into the air like that.
Woman (1:10:47 AM): so knowing that, you're askign me to take a giant risk and trust that it is just gone with the wind.
Woman (1:11:29 AM): i don't know if i can do that.
Woman (1:12:04 AM): and then i can turn around and think, well, if you're feelings for angel can just disappear in a snap, maybe your feelings for me could do the same thing.
Woman (1:12:49 AM): i dont' want to get hurt again. i can't do it. not right now. i'm still this walking open wound from my last time around and i don't know if i can do it.
Man (1:13:04 AM): I see
Woman (1:14:00 AM): i want someone who adores me. and only me. i want to feel like a goddess.
Woman (1:14:43 AM): and maybe that's not realistic.
Woman (1:14:54 AM): maybe you can only have pleasure wiht pain.
Woman (1:15:00 AM): but i don't want to give up yet.
Man (1:15:06 AM): you're probobly better off without the jealousy, besides you can easily find someone else who will be completely devoted to only you, I'd be lieing if i said that was me
Man (1:15:55 AM): I'll just love the one im with, wich will be myself as usual
Man (1:16:07 AM): my last girlfriend and i ended around valentines day too
Man (1:16:12 AM): it's cute
Man (1:16:52 AM): I just hope whoever that is treats you well
Woman signed off at 1:17:25 AM
Woman signed on at 1:27:02 AM
Woman went idle at 1:50:29 AM
Woman came back from idle at 1:53:46 AM
Woman went idle at 2:03:56 AM
Woman came back from idle at 2:05:03 AM
Man (2:06:05 AM): i hope it wasnt too painful
Man (2:06:07 AM): but
Man (2:06:25 AM): if theres other people i guess you'll be fine
Woman (2:06:34 AM): fuck off
Woman went away at 2:06:41 AM
Man (2:06:42 AM): One last thing
Woman (2:06:42 AM): Why am I so good to you?
Good question.
Man (2:06:54 AM): How did you feel about me?
Woman (2:07:29 AM): Does it even matter at this point?
Man (2:07:38 AM): yes
Man (2:07:57 AM): I didn't mean to hurt you kyle
Man (2:08:05 AM): I care about you
Woman (2:08:24 AM): yeah.
Woman (2:08:26 AM): mmhmm
Man (2:08:55 AM): believe what you want then
Man (2:08:57 AM): cause you know
Man (2:09:06 AM): theres so many girls out there for me
Woman (2:09:41 AM): too bad for them then huh?
Man (2:09:54 AM): wow
Man (2:10:05 AM): if you listend to anything ive said to you
Man (2:10:09 AM): in the past two weeks
Man (2:10:14 AM): you'd understand that
Woman (2:10:33 AM): ok.
Woman (2:10:36 AM): too bad for me then.
Man (2:12:14 AM): god damnit
Man (2:12:17 AM): wtf is the point
Man (2:12:27 AM): no one understands the shit i try to do or say
Man (2:14:26 AM): deaf ears
Man (2:14:30 AM): blind hearts
Man (2:14:40 AM): maybe im just too roundabout
Woman (2:15:12 AM): excuse me if i'm not sympathetic.
Man (2:15:37 AM): I was just trying to be good to you
Man (2:15:52 AM): we were fucking all the time anyway '
Woman (2:16:26 AM): well if i wasn't going to cry myself to sleep already, i sure am now.
Woman (2:16:43 AM): although, i already was, which is why i got back up in the first place.
Man (2:16:57 AM): kyle i don't get it
Man (2:17:02 AM): i want to be with you
Man (2:17:04 AM): and i am
Man (2:17:05 AM): mentally
Man (2:17:12 AM): and physicly
Man (2:17:15 AM): why can't that be enough
Woman (2:17:19 AM): but not completely.
Man (2:17:32 AM): why does that hurt you so much
Man (2:18:00 AM): I wasnt trying to get with angel
Man (2:18:04 AM): i wasnt even thinking about angel
Man (2:18:27 AM): we hadnt even spoken in ages and theres most certainly not anything going on between us
Man (2:19:14 AM): I didnt mean to hurt you
Woman (2:19:26 AM): well you did.
Man (2:19:39 AM): I'm sorry
Man (2:19:42 AM): im only human though
Man (2:19:50 AM): i can't do anything other than what I was
Woman (2:20:03 AM): it's my fault anyway.
Woman (2:20:11 AM): i should've known better.
Woman (2:22:02 AM): it's too easy for me you know.
Woman (2:22:16 AM): to completely fall for people.
Man (2:22:49 AM): i thought things were good
Woman (2:23:46 AM): me too.
Man (2:24:04 AM): then i don't see why we have to stop
Man (2:24:33 AM): although
Man (2:24:38 AM): i guess we're past that point
Woman (2:24:45 AM): because i don't want to fall for someone who's not falling with me.
Man (2:25:20 AM): i never said i wasnt
Woman (2:29:21 AM): and you never said you were either.
Man (2:30:03 AM): i don't ask girls out if im not ..
Man (2:33:31 AM): i don't even like people that much
Woman (2:33:42 AM): or if you figure you might as well treat them good since you're fucking them anyway right?
Man (2:35:11 AM): might as well>?
Man (2:35:13 AM): wtf
Man (2:35:15 AM): oh
Man (2:35:19 AM): thats right
Man (2:35:26 AM): i fuck every girl that wants to fuck me
Man (2:35:54 AM): typical adam
Woman (2:36:12 AM): Man (2:15:32 AM): I was just trying to be good to you
Man (2:15:46 AM): we were fucking all the time anyway '
Man (2:37:03 AM): i don't just fuck with my penis
Man (2:38:51 AM): god damnit
Woman (2:41:57 AM): why can't you just lie to me and tell me i'm all you want.
Man (2:42:50 AM): i don't do that
Woman (2:44:30 AM): well then it's that simple
Man (2:45:12 AM): what do you mean
Woman (2:45:42 AM): you're all that i want.
Woman (2:46:34 AM): but i can't be with you if i'm not enough.
Man (2:47:45 AM): where do you get this notion of enough from
Man (2:47:58 AM): i just want to learn
Man (2:47:59 AM): and grow
Man (2:48:00 AM): and love
Woman (2:49:04 AM): angel's obviously got something i don't.
Woman (2:49:15 AM): =not enough
Woman (2:49:22 AM): =not good enough
Man (2:51:16 AM): its not even like that
Man (2:53:04 AM): i don't see such things
Woman (2:55:13 AM): yes it is. because whatever you see in her i can't do. we're like polar opposites.
Man (2:57:19 AM): i can't explain that i don't even know but it doesnt matter because of what i see in you
Man (2:59:10 AM): but that's it kyle
Man (2:59:16 AM): I'd love to be with you
Man (2:59:17 AM): but
Man (2:59:24 AM): i can't do something i'm not in control of
Woman (2:59:57 AM): tell me that you wouldn't love to be with her.
Man (3:03:14 AM): i'll never be with her
Woman (3:03:28 AM): tell me that you wouldn't love to be with her.
Man (3:05:39 AM): it doesnt matter
Woman (3:05:47 AM): yes it does.
Woman (3:06:05 AM): i guess i already know the answer to that.
Man (3:07:05 AM): No
Man (3:07:07 AM): and nor do i
Woman (3:07:45 AM): then why not just say that in the first place?
Man (3:12:52 AM): All i have
Man (3:12:53 AM): is
Man (3:13:13 AM): loyalty
Man (3:13:18 AM): and honesty
Man (3:14:21 AM): if that's not enough then this won't work at all
Woman (3:15:30 AM): well. no. if at the same time you'd love to be with me, you'd love to be with someone else, than no, this won't work. can you honestly do that?
Man (3:17:58 AM): I'm sorry for keeping you up this late
Woman (3:18:46 AM): whatever.
Man (3:19:04 AM): i would love to see you happy
Woman (3:19:15 AM): especially when you could've just told me the truth on sunday
Man (3:19:18 AM): but im not lieing to you
Man (3:19:26 AM): wtf
Man (3:19:32 AM): i did tell you the truth
Woman (3:19:32 AM): yes you are.
Woman (3:19:36 AM): no you didn't
Woman (3:19:52 AM): you said you didn't have any romantic feelings for her anymore
Woman (3:20:00 AM): but you still can't tell me that you wouldn't love to be with her.
Woman (3:20:26 AM): i don't like when people waste my time
Woman (3:20:32 AM): and you just wasted a whole lot of it.
Man (3:20:46 AM): is that it
Man (3:20:49 AM): a waste?
Man (3:20:56 AM): like we were building up towards something?
Woman (3:22:33 AM): yeah. that's what i do.
Woman (3:22:48 AM): i start relationships with people to build up towards some sort of awesomeness
Woman (3:23:12 AM): where we're both completely and utterly, id on't know, not longing for someone else?
Woman (3:24:09 AM): that kind of awesomeness where there's this like, surreal energy that connects two people even when they're on opposing ends of a room.
Woman (3:24:20 AM): so fierce that no one wants to walk through it.
Woman (3:24:47 AM): that kind of crazy selfless infatuation
Woman (3:25:20 AM): and you can just exist together in complete silence
Woman (3:25:39 AM): but the quiet isn't deafening. it's soothing.
Woman (3:25:42 AM): it's just presence.
Man (3:29:50 AM): i see
Man (3:30:03 AM): guess ill be missing out
Man (3:30:25 AM): i'm sad too kyle
Man (3:31:42 AM): I hope you find your perfect someone
Woman (3:31:42 AM): Why am I so good to you?
Good question.
Woman (3:32:13 AM): i hop eyou don't spend too long shuffling your feet around angel's apartment waitng for her to dump sam.
Woman (3:32:15 AM): good night.
Man (3:32:32 AM): eh
Woman (3:32:33 AM): Why am I so good to you?
Good question.
Man (3:32:38 AM): i probobly would have lied
Woman (3:32:38 AM): Why am I so good to you?
Good question.
Man (3:32:42 AM): but that's pretty unfounded
Man (3:33:01 AM): slightly less sad now, I did nothing wrong to you
Woman (3:33:01 AM): Why am I so good to you?
Good question.
Man (3:33:11 AM): except waste your precious time
Woman (3:33:25 AM): well good. at least one of us feels better.
Man (3:33:41 AM): i just dont get it
Man (3:33:44 AM): why are you mad at me
Woman (3:34:14 AM): because you want her too.
Woman (3:34:25 AM): and i want you to only want me.
Woman (3:34:40 AM): and i'm not mad.
Woman (3:34:42 AM): i'm crushed.
Woman (3:34:45 AM): so i lash out.
Woman (3:34:50 AM): it's what i do.
Woman (3:35:18 AM): i don't want it to be over.
Man (3:37:00 AM): i dont know
Man (3:38:45 AM): i don't believe im in control of these things
Man (3:38:46 AM): just that
Man (3:38:53 AM): i can make choices
Man (3:39:38 AM): and
Woman (3:39:39 AM): Why am I so good to you?
Good question.
Man (3:39:45 AM): that comment stung
Woman (3:40:20 AM): what comment
Man (3:40:26 AM): Woman (3:32:13 AM): i hop eyou don't spend too long shuffling your feet around angel's apartment waitng for her to dump sam.
Man (3:40:33 AM): why do you think like that
Woman (3:41:25 AM): i don' tknow
Woman (3:41:51 AM): you're better off.
Woman (3:41:53 AM): good night.
Man (3:42:48 AM): good night
Man (3:43:35 AM): I'm just sorry It hurt you
Man (3:43:58 AM): our time spent together was quite meaningful
Man (3:44:01 AM): and beautiful to me
Man (3:58:28 AM): and my point being is
Woman (3:58:28 AM): Why am I so good to you?
Good question.
Man (3:58:35 AM): I don't long to be with anyone
Man (3:58:53 AM): i don't need to be with someone
Man (3:59:18 AM): If i'm with someone its for the right reason
Man (3:59:49 AM): i was really happy with our relationship
Man (4:00:05 AM): until that useless piece of information
Man (4:01:03 AM): always ends up the same