Meh.....my life.

[Benzo]

Ok, so here is how my life has been. I recently got caught doing some graffiti at a private school, so I got sent off to a military school and got kicked out of that and blew a lot of my parent's money because they didn't get much of a refund. I'm now enrolled in the local public high school in my 4th week. I've been trying to make good grades and that's going ok.

Thing is, I don't have any real friends, I don't do any real sports, and I know my parents love and care for me but I know they're also disappointed. I know most of this is trivial but oh well. I don't have a girlfriend/talk to girls. I have my head in 30 different places-like what I want to do about my life. I don't know if I want to keep scamming/carding or make good grades. I don't know if I want to be a good student or the school rebel. Everything is so complicated, I don't even know what religion I am anymore. I have ADHD and social anxiety. I don't know whether to take some Xanax (benzo's) or not, I don't know if I should smoke weed or not, etc etc. :(

I just.....there's so much pressure on me to do what people want me to do, I just really don't know.

Please Help.

[Young Meth]

Ok, so here is how my life has been. I recently got caught doing some graffiti at a private school, so I got sent off to a military school and got kicked out of that and blew a lot of my parent's money because they didn't get much of a refund. I'm now enrolled in the local public high school in my 4th week. I've been trying to make good grades and that's going ok.

Thing is, I don't have any real friends, I don't do any real sports, and I know my parents love and care for me but I know they're also disappointed. I know most of this is trivial but oh well. I don't have a girlfriend/talk to girls. I have my head in 30 different places-like what I want to do about my life. I don't know if I want to keep scamming/carding or make good grades. I don't know if I want to be a good student or the school rebel. Everything is so complicated, I don't even know what religion I am anymore. I have ADHD and social anxiety. I don't know whether to take some Xanax (benzo's) or not, I don't know if I should smoke weed or not, etc etc. :(

I just.....there's so much pressure on me to do what people want me to do, I just really don't know.

Please Help.

you about 14? ah yea this all sounds real familiar.

Let it play out, try not to fuck up too bad and see where the future takes you.

I can save you some time and tell you theres no god though.

[Homo-Superior]

The more you fuck up the harder it is on your parents. Be a good student.

As for the xanax and weed, take more of each your future self will thank your past self for doing so.

[Death_Merchant]

I just.....there's so much pressure on me to do what people want me to do, I just really don't know.


What do you want to do, cause that's all that matters. Honestly, drugs aren't that great. I smoked weed for years, popped the odd pills, and took some very powerful hallucinogens. Great way to throw away years of your life and end up with nothing. It wasn't the drugs that were the problem, but the people I associated with because of the drugs.

Honestly man, if you want to end up with life you will love, study hard and go to school. You can have fun in school, have the odd party, smoke the odd joint, but if you make these things your priority, you'll hate yourself later. Believe it or not, but the best life is the obvious one of doing the right thing. It always is, which is why it's called the right thing. Build up some knowledge about the world while you're at it, cause from personal experience, you'll one day find out how important it is to do so.

[psychomanthis]

Welcome to puberty.

[slm33d]

Do what you thinks right I have the same adhd an anxiety an I take nothing ay I jus learned to harden the fuck up an take responsibility . Now this is not for everyone but it worked for me .goodluck mate.

[electric wizard]

Honestly man, if you want to end up with life you will love, study hard and go to school. You can have fun in school, have the odd party, smoke the odd joint, but if you make these things your priority, you'll hate yourself later. Believe it or not, but the best life is the obvious one of doing the right thing. It always is, which is why it's called the right thing. Build up some knowledge about the world while you're at it, cause from personal experience, you'll one day find out how important it is to do so.

He's right. I had to learn this from personal experience. I'm 20 with no car, back living at home. You don't want to end up having to start it all over at my age. Focus on school/work part time. This leaves just enough free time to smoke weed and have sex.

[Im Bored]

Do what makes you happy in life, thats all it's about.

[Really Awesome Nickname]

My life is pretty crappy. But Ive still done much better than you.

[Tokerface]

howd you get kicked out of military school?

[getup kid]

just keep cool dude, you dont need to be that rebel dude or whatever douchebag type. just fuck it are you trying to impress someone? if not then the friends will come and benzos will make you look up porn in class...true story haha

[LiquidIce]

Don't be someone for someone else. Fuck being the rebel or good student. Do what you enjoy and think will be good for you. Just fuck everyone else's opinion except the close people like friends and family.

[never]

I think smoking weed would be good for you, you need to chill the fuck out and stop being so self-conscious.

[The English Gentleman]

Avoid drugs. You need some goals. Just think, working hard at school could pay off majorly. We are talking a well paid, satisfying career and no financial worries. Smoking weed will not aid this, that is a certainty. I advocate you work hard, I am sure your parents will be proud if you come up with a plan of what you want to do, much more so that joining some retarded sports club.

[Steve]

You don't need to start taking a whole galaxy of multi-colored uppers, downers, screamers, laughers, what you really need to do is learn how to function without these things. Trying to use weed to get past your problems will only stop you from developing. Don't try to be a badass and throw your school work away, you're young enough that you can still do anything with your life. If you blow away all four years of high school you'll regret it later because it really won't get you anywhere. Learn to balance things; you can have lots of fun in high school, but you need to balance fun with school work, then you can have it all.

While you're best off not taking any long term drugs for ADHD or anxiety, amphetamines probably would help you get out there in the short term (stay away from methylphenidate/Ritalin, it'll turn you into a zombie). Note the short term though, you don't want to start on some ADHD amp every day and become dependent on it.

[Syphilis]

You sound like a very bad candidate for drugs.

[THIS IS IMPORTANT GODDAMNIT]

Take benzos once a month and smoke once a month, and that'll chill you out from this social ordeal. I'de recommend seeing a professional but it doesn't sound like you afford it.

Work hard at school, but party just as hard in your spare time (not all of it, you wanna be able to rest and stay healthy) don't just be a rebel for the lols/coolness, that's pointless and no one will give a fuck that you were cool once you're out on your arse failing at life, go to college dude.