Siblings-Incest Support Group.

If you, a brother ... have committed incest with your sister, or if you ... a sister, have committed incest with your brother, and is feeling bad about it, this is a .... this is *THE* support group for YOU.

I know it can be difficult .... IS difficult. I've been a beener of there and a doner of that myself. I know. I know just how difficult it can be.

A many, many years ago, I myself too was there, just like how you are rite now, at the crossroad between alternated kind of love and at the junction between guilt, perversion, shame .... and the path to unrestrained joy and absolute happiness. In retrospect ..... it was moar liek a roundabout thingy than junction or crossroad.

There I was ..... a seventeen year old virgin, with raging hormones and rock hard boner ...... an adolescent and yet obedient sister, and pillows.

THESE GOTT DAMN PILLOWS OUGHT TO BE BANNED !!!!!!!

For pillows, they lead to pillow fights. And sometimes, SOME pillow fights alters your life radically. Verie, Verriee radically. Forever.

And after I've done the dis-speakable ..... I felt so, so very horrible. Can you imagine whats it's like to have done the most horriblest thing on earth in the 17years of your altered life ????

Yea .... very, verriee horrible. Oh, the shame, the guilt .... and the loneliness of feeling that your the only ONE in this entire world to have done such a fucked up thing and having no churches to confess or friends to confide ...... you starts to feel like being Adolf Hitler in Israel. You, you starts to question your sanity. You starts to believe that your crazy. Very horrible indeed.

For months I didn't have the courage to look myself in the mirror. I didn't shave, and when I do .... I only reflects part of my chin that needs shaving with the mirror. That's just how bad it was. It was also a prolonged ordeal and a protracted torture for me as every time after we had our loving sessions I would remind my sister that what we did was wrong and how she should stop me from doing ''that'' to her next time ...

just to succumb to her temptation the next day and begging and pleading with her to let me ''feel'' her one more time, one last time, again, which she gladly and innocently complied. It was a never ending cycle of grinding torture that went on and on and on and unabated for months .... seasons and years until finally she's old enough to understand what it was that we did every saturday, sunday, monday and sometimes thursday nite on that couch infront of our fathers square, CRT tv.

It was awful to be me at that juncture in time and that point in space. And then ..... and then there was 32k modem, dial-ups ... and the Internet. And inceststories.com. Back then I didn't even know what the noun ''incest'' meant but seeing it being used in the same line and/or articles where brothers and sisters fucks ..... one can't help but get the picture. And after a more through alta-vistaing and asking Jeeve ..... I was taken to a place with slime-green, grim place that called itself TOTSE, with its erotica ..... and its vast collection of sick, incestuous stories.

There, at that point in time and coordinate in space .... I was finally relieved off my burden. It turned out that I wasn't so alone after all. A further alta-vistaing and ask Jeeving revealed the FACT that the Egyptians had been doing these the-now-so-called-dis-speakable things for millennias. Thousands of years. The internet, and the Temple of the Screaming Electrons have helped me thru one of the most difficult time of my lyfe ..... and possibly stopped me from killing myself out of guilt and shame ..... they saved me ..... from possible death .....

And now, NOW it's my turn to help YOU. If you've done the dis-speakable, and feels like to speak about the dis-speakable things you'd done, this is the place where you can speak your speak.

Becos here .... unlike the societies at norm, we actually appreciates your speak and would like to hear about it. Judge ... however ... we will not.

Now speak, please, and enlight us with the alternated lyfe and alternative love of yours.

This is Benny Vader [static] if your reading these, your not alone.