Alright so I was an excessive loud headphone user for years and it got to the point where I temporarily lost my sense of balance. Eventually I regained my senses to an extent but my drug use prompted feelings of not give a fuckedness and I kept on screwing my ears up with really loud music. So I'd go through a cycle of being deaf and having semi-working ears. So ther other night I got drunk as he'll and now my ear's lobe is all spongy and full of liquid. It has little clusters and they fucking peel and uhhh, I knda want to know what this liquid is. I always get this after a nigt of partying and I wonder what it is.