I hear voices.

[STD]

Ive heard and seen things that aren't really there before, but earlier today, around 4AM, was the first time I've actually heard something that wasn't there. I couldn't see it, I could just hear unintelligible voices whispering into my mind and it scared THE FUCK out of me.

I've been diagnosed by 3 psychs as having paranoid schizophrenia, and by another 1 who said I didn't, and another 2 who didn't even mention it. Don't know, alcohol and benzo and SSRI abuse and lack of sleep can probably cause that.

skdnfkds don't know why I posted this. but yeah. HAI!

[sepht]

ask for its name

write down everything it says

[STD]

dude it has no name, i can't understand it FML

[Derision]

You know making threads like this isn't going to help your 'make me mod of BI' campaign, right?

[sploogook]

get them to prescribe u more benzos

[Vox Ducis]

A paranoid schizophrenic as BI's new mod ?

I say let's do it !

[Edge]

Originally Posted by Vox Ducis

A paranoid schizophrenic as BI's new mod ?

I say let's do it !

OMG....I LOVE YOU FOR THAT SUGGESTION VOX DUCIS! YOU ARE THE MAN!

Peasants, serfs, mudfarmers, kings and queens! Vox Ducis is a true visionary who can and will lead us into a brighter future if we follow his ideas!

THIS IS THE FUTURE WE NEED!

[rell]

Last time I got high on marijuana I heard voices telling me to kill myself. True story.

[Edge]

Originally Posted by rell

Last time I got high on marijuana I heard voices telling me to kill myself. True story.

You didn't add MDPV...people gotta learn, MDPV and weed go together.

[rell]

Originally Posted by Wolfachu

You didn't add MDPV...people gotta learn, MDPV and weed go together.

Naw, I didn't add liquor. Being trashed is the only way for me to smoke weed.

[Ihaveafatcock]

3 or so years ago I would hear shit that wasnt there. Usually footsteps or leaves crunching but sometimes it was a voice calling out my name. My psych attributed it to major depression. It hasnt happened at all since so maybe that bitch was right.
yours doesnt sound like mine was. Either way letting it cause you anxiety will just make things worse.

[TheBlackDalia]

That's creepy, I've had that happened to me one time I was at home and I thought my little brother was at home at the same time but apparently he was at school and I hear this loud voice calling my name, and I then yelled my brothers name and to find out he wasn't home yeah that shit was crazy and this was like 3pm in the afternoon. I've heard voices before and it's really unsettling and I don't like it when that shit happens at all.

[yawanur]

I haven't yet heard them; I wait patiently for their arrival.

[Duke Zion]

Side effects from abusing Anti depressants, just a hunch.

[Pee Vee Proots, M.D.]

I don't hear voices. I'm just chaos and pseudo-delusion. I think things and believe they're... prophetic? Like I'm supposed to be the new jesus. Not a second coming, or anything christian necessarily - fuck no. I'm just... the next... næs. Ahahahaha. Its just... the way it is. Goddamnit. At the same time I'm aware that's bullshit. I'm just another asshole and I'm fine with that. Slag is also probably the antichrist, but I'm not sure yet. I have... a few candidates. I know I've met him. Haha. I'm not charismatic enough to be a cult leader and I don't want a religion. I just want people to know Truth fully. I've never heard voices, only hallucinated music on DXM. Man fuck if I was at all musically inclined I would record it. It's actually pretty good stuff.

Anyway nobody believes there's anything wrong with me, and they're probably right in the strictest sense. At the same there's totally something wrong with me in the head. I know this. Sometimes I suffer delusional parisitosis while simultaneously being aware I'm being totally delusional. If someone said they thought bugs were crawling in their throat I'd say they're probably crazy. Fuck man. It's just a throat tickle. Right? Fuck. But part of me always fucking knows its the goddamn bugs in there just fucking living and shitting and breeding. A few times I coulda sworn they were trying to crawl out my tear duct.

PS: I'm pretty sure Russia or America created lyme disease during the cold war, and it was released by Russian agents into the North American tick population in an attempt to cripple the American will and capability to wage war. Russian spies also pushed for putting flouride in the water to make us docile. Now the Chinese and Jews have waged a similar campaign on Americans by corrupting the media and economy and creating a disease that targets minds instead of bodies.

EDIT: Also South Africans did AIDS. Fucking obvious too.

[The Pat-Man]

Originally Posted by Pee Vee Herman, M.D

PS: I'm pretty sure Russia or America created lyme disease during the cold war, and it was released by Russian agents into the North American tick population in an attempt to cripple the American will and capability to wage war. Russian spies also pushed for putting flouride in the water to make us docile. Now the Chinese and Jews have waged a similar campaign on Americans by corrupting the media and economy and creating a disease that targets minds instead of bodies.

this for real

[emf]

What drugs have you been on? (legal/illegal)

[STD]

Originally Posted by Derision

You know making threads like this isn't going to help your 'make me mod of BI' campaign, right?

lol

Originally Posted by sploogook

get them to prescribe u more benzos

i hopes

Originally Posted by Vox Ducis

A paranoid schizophrenic as BI's new mod ?

I say let's do it !

thanks you <3

Originally Posted by yawanur

I haven't yet heard them; I wait patiently for their arrival.

lolz, but they're shit company, you don't usually get laid

Originally Posted by Duke Zion

Side effects from abusing Anti depressants, just a hunch.

or abusing any of the things i abuse really

Originally Posted by emf

What drugs have you been on? (legal/illegal)

sertraline, fluvoxamine, alprazolam, diazepam, paracetamol, ibuprofen, codeine, tramadol, caffeine, alcohol, cannabis, haven't been 100% sober for 9 months. shake like fuck. and there's more stuff i've taken that i can't remember (yes, i'm aware that nothing i really mentioned is that "hardcore", but for somebody already mentally messed up, shit gets real.

[nshanin]

Chakras and auras are the most common method of entity communication. Basically you just let the voice ramble and feel out what it says until it becomes more crystalized and specific as you manipulate your energy and have your energy manipulated as well. This is just what psychics say.

A friend did a lit review on schizophrenia and mystical experiences (related to above) and found that nobody had asked in a psychology journal if these two were related even though they had some common elements.

[psychomanthis]

I get the amphetamine whispers whenever i'm tweaking. True story.

[JNH]

So the guy who's on a cocktail of alcohol, benzos, antidepressants and other drugs has fucked up things going on in his head. How bizarre.

[Beef]

man STD has to be the fucking lamest person here. constantly posting threads about how hard he tries to live a shitty life, romanticizing the life of an addict, trying to look like some cool interesting junky, now he's taking it to a whole new level pretending to have schizophrenia to try to make him look even more interesting. youre not a fucking tortured artist, youre a regular fucking person trying to be one. just fucking kill yourself

[Actor]

Whenever I read text, I hear a voice in my head

[yawanur]

Originally Posted by Beef

cool interesting junky

[Beef]

Originally Posted by yawanur

EXACTLY. i think he's been watching too many movies, reading too many books on rock bands or something...... hahaha

[STD]

Originally Posted by Beef

man STD has to be the fucking lamest person here. constantly posting threads about how hard he tries to live a shitty life, romanticizing the life of an addict, trying to look like some cool interesting junky, now he's taking it to a whole new level pretending to have schizophrenia to try to make him look even more interesting. youre not a fucking tortured artist, youre a regular fucking person trying to be one. just fucking kill yourself

:youmad:

[Duke Zion]

Originally Posted by STD

lol


i hopes


thanks you <3


lolz, but they're shit company, you don't usually get laid


or abusing any of the things i abuse really


sertraline, fluvoxamine, alprazolam, diazepam, paracetamol, ibuprofen, codeine, tramadol, caffeine, alcohol, cannabis, haven't been 100% sober for 9 months. shake like fuck. and there's more stuff i've taken that i can't remember (yes, i'm aware that nothing i really mentioned is that "hardcore", but for somebody already mentally messed up, shit gets real.

[emf]

Take a month off work and any drugs. If things don't heal up after then, you are fucked for life! The only thing i would recommend for depression/anxiety is cannabis...

If you take a month off, try to slowly quit addictive stuff like alcohol/alprazolam etc. before!

[Yurpen]

Voices aren't so bad.

[tuer502gt]

Voices can be DID, PTSD or a layered mind. It doesn't have to be psychotic.

Could be lots of things.