There is literally...

[Pee Vee Proots, M.D.]

... not one fucking thing I can enjoy anymore. It all reminds me of her. Every episode of every show, every movie, all my music... it's all been tainted by memories of her.

I can't even really be sad though because she deserves someone who ain't fucked up. I guess I can be sad, but it's not like it's something I can change - even if I could that'd be selfish.

Ain't that a kick in the head.

[Edge]

I will forcibly cure you with this. http://www.nature.com/news/2007/0703...070305-17.html

[rabbitweed]

You just have to keep consuming the media that reminds you of her without her around. The more you play it the easier it gets.

[sploogook]

Originally Posted by Pee Vee Proots, M.D.

... not one fucking thing I can enjoy anymore. It all reminds me of her. Every episode of every show, every movie, all my music... it's all been tainted by memories of her.

I can't even really be sad though because she deserves someone who ain't fucked up. I guess I can be sad, but it's not like it's something I can change - even if I could that'd be selfish.

Ain't that a kick in the head.

eat 44 mucinex

[Fox News]

Find beautiful escort

[sploogook]

p.s. im being serious. a little bit of drugs gives a big dose of dont give a fuck and it lasts for a damn while

[DJ Meaty Cheeks]

Originally Posted by Edge

I will forcibly cure you with this. http://www.nature.com/news/2007/0703...070305-17.html

Society needs to invest all its wealth into finding a way to selectively delete memories. Just think how much people would pay for it.

[WAN]

Originally Posted by Pee Vee Proots, M.D.

... not one fucking thing I can enjoy anymore. It all reminds me of her. Every episode of every show, every movie, all my music... it's all been tainted by memories of her.

I can't even really be sad though because she deserves someone who ain't fucked up. I guess I can be sad, but it's not like it's something I can change - even if I could that'd be selfish.

Ain't that a kick in the head.

holy shit? didn't know you were like in love (or very nearly) with olga?

why then did you call her a chunky bitch if you liked her so much? i mean even at my darkest moment with panzer i never said anything to hurt him

[Pee Vee Proots, M.D.]

Originally Posted by WAN

holy shit? didn't know you were like in love (or very nearly) with olga?

why then did you call her a chunky bitch if you liked her so much? i mean even at my darkest moment with panzer i never said anything to hurt him

MDPV is a helluva drug. Dem bath salts. Was crashing and upset that she probably wasn't coming over that day like we planned.

[Blunderstar]

Lou Reed Going Down (HQ) - YouTube

Lou Reed Going Down (HQ) - YouTube
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[sploogook]

Originally Posted by Pee Vee Proots, M.D.

MDPV is a helluva drug. Dem bath salts. Was crashing and upset that she probably wasn't coming over that day like we planned.

u just mad

[Pee Vee Proots, M.D.]

Originally Posted by DamUStr8Babygurl(SlagV2)

u just mad

I was beyond mad. Seething with rage over nothing. I could barely even keep my eyes open I was so tired, but I was so full of hatred haha.

Ahh well, that was a while back. Like 4 months ago. Haven't talked to her in like a month now. She's probably fucking some other dude by this point, and it's probably for the best if that's the case. She was... a normal, productive member of society. It killed me that I was all fucked up and she was awesome - bish needs more stability than I can provide.

Guess I'll watch movies and slowly get accustomed to being foreveralone.jpg again.

[ThaTermeneter]

oh well then tell me , what the fuck is proots NOW?

[Blunderstar]

Don't fight the feeling. Relish in it, and write some poetry. You and your wife will come across it in a few decades, and your wife will remark, "You wrote poetry? Why don't you do anything like that anymore?" and you'll respond, "Haha... I don't know. I was a kid".

Your wife will laugh but be slightly disapointed; enough for you to pick up on it. That night, you'll write a new poem - a new poem for your wife, and recite it to her before bed. She'll be so in love with you, and that night a babeh will concieve.

Lou Reed - Berlin - YouTube

Lou Reed - Berlin - YouTube
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[WAN]

aww hts..dun say dat

why dont you get a job, even if its a part time one, and maybe save up enough money to go to school? didnt you tell me you wanted to become a pharmacist (or was it a pharmacy tech? cant remember). i think you are very smart and you have potential; you just need to suppress your "dark side" is all

[WAN]

Originally Posted by Blunderstar

Don't fight the feeling. Relish in it, and write some poetry. You and your wife will come across it in a few decades, and your wife will remark, "You wrote poetry? Why don't you do anything like that anymore?" and you'll respond, "Haha... I don't know. I was a kid".

Your wife will laugh but be slightly disapointed; enough for you to pick up on it. That night, you'll write a new poem - a new poem for your wife, and recite it for her before bed. She'll be so in love with you, and that night a babeh will concieve.

lol, i laughed.

u is haz a rich imagination

[NamelessNom4d]

go take some shrooms and walk around the woods for a couple hours, should sort you out

[Edge]

Originally Posted by Pee Vee Proots, M.D.

Guess I'll watch movies and slowly get accustomed to being foreveralone.jpg again.

You'll be feeling fine when you have drugs once again.
Sobriety is a cruel bitch.

neveralone.jpg

[Pee Vee Proots, M.D.]

Originally Posted by WAN

you just need to suppress your "dark side" is all

I'm all dark side these days. If I did that I'm pretty sure I would stop existing. As sweet as that would be in theory, I don't know how to disappear completely. I'm like the Cheshire cat, except instead of a smile I'd leave my corpse.

With a big ole frown.

Originally Posted by Slice_760

go take some shrooms and walk around the woods for a couple hours, should sort you out

It might, but shrooms cost money. I'm shit outta luck in the finance department - gotta get over it naturally.

[Edge]

Originally Posted by Pee Vee Proots, M.D.

It might, but shrooms cost money. I'm shit outta luck in the finance department - gotta get over it naturally.

You're never shit out of luck in the finance department, especially my finance department.

Turn that chesire frown upside down and you'll have a chesire smile.

You need willpower. The will to kill memories. It's scientifically proven.
"People can push memories out of awareness and cause them to be forgotten"
http://www.nature.com/news/2001/0103...010315-10.html

Put those dxm gained mind powers to use.

[DJ Meaty Cheeks]

I can recommend suicide.

[Edge]

Originally Posted by DJ Meaty Cheeks

I can recommend suicide.

You first. Unless you're too much of a coward.