My life is a complete mess right now- etizolam addiction

[Lavender Lilac]

Originally Posted by meateor

Send it to someone else, say... me. You don't need to have that shit at your disposal.

I'll be fine this time, as long as I can get the 18mg to last long enough to avoid a seizure.

[Asheville]

Okay here's what I would do if I was you, and I have been in this situation to an extent. 12 mg Klonopin daily gets old fast, taking that amount to feel "normal" sucks, but it's your life.

I would stop taking all benzos, and wait for the withdrawls to rear their ugly head. Make an appointment with a psychiatrist that does appointments on short notice. Do NOT mention any sort of substance abuse at all. Deny even smoking weed if asked. Tell them you are having horrible panic attacks and can not function in a normal life type situation. Look up the symptoms of General Anxiety Disorder and use the rebound anxiety from the withdrawls to make yourself look as much like a nervous wreck as possible, and you probably will be a nervous wreck. You will be prescribed benzos, if not, tell them any non-benzo medication they prescribe gives you adverse reactions. Eventually the doc will fall back on a benzo regiment. For more fun, pull this stunt at 3 or four doctors. Be careful though, doctor shopping is a felony I believe.

[Lavender Lilac]

Christ. I'm probably going to end up taking the 18mg in 1 or 2 doses and end up going to rehab anyway. Really need to avoid a seizure.

[reject]

Have a seizure then you dumb cunt.

You and STD should have an attention whoring competition.

[iTweaker]

you know just a word advice it seems this shit is taking a toll on your lifestyle .. you really should figure this out on your own no one is taking this seriously probably because almost nobody cares, 2 choices bro ontinue living like addicted to benzos to feel ''NORMAL'' or taper down grab something in the closet called MAN THE FUCK UP , and go through the tapering of hell.

[constantinople]

Oh hell yes, Zek is back on the benzo's.

[Lavender Lilac]

Originally Posted by constantinople

Oh hell yes, Zek is back on the benzo's.

This is good news why?

[constantinople]

Originally Posted by Lavender Lilac

This is good news why?

Because that means the shit winds are coming.

[p6867]

Why don't you go to detox?

[Lavender Lilac]

Originally Posted by p6867

Why don't you go to detox?

Money. I'm a poor girl, babe, and the collection agencies want the money I owe to my local hospital. My credit is shot, and I'm not looking to make it worse.

[Lavender Lilac]

Alright. Since having them prescribed, I kept myself at 3-4mg per day, spread out, except for yesterday when I managed to take 6 or more mg. Today I am going to try taking just 1mg, and will see how that does me. I refuse to have a seizure when I have the meds at my disposal.

I can do this.

[Rainycity]

only you can bring your self salvation

[reject]

Yes take all 9mg now, fuck tapering or waiting. Think how good it'll feel.

[Auschwitz Nazi Disneyland]

Originally Posted by reject

Yes take all 9mg now, fuck tapering or waiting. Think how good it'll feel.

bang them, it'll be more efficient

[meateor]

Smoke them.

[Piles of Crack]

Originally Posted by constantinople

Because that means the shit winds are coming.

You know what a shit barometer is?

[Lavender Lilac]

Well the drugs lasted me 5 days instead of 8, and the past 2 days I took 6mg. These doses were all probably lower than what I was actually taking of the etizolam; do you think I'll seize?

[CitizenUzi]

You'll seize worse than with etizolam. Why am I even in this thread?

The doctor was stupid to prescribe you pins rather than valium/librium, but correct to tell your sorry ass to go to detox or a short order shrink. I'm not going to tell you where you can get phenazepam in country, you're not the right nationality to get it from that source anyway.

[Lavender Lilac]

Originally Posted by CitizenUzi

You'll seize worse than with etizolam. Why am I even in this thread?

The doctor was stupid to prescribe you pins rather than valium/librium, but correct to tell your sorry ass to go to detox or a short order shrink. I'm not going to tell you where you can get phenazepam in country, you're not the right nationality to get it from that source anyway.

With the kpins, though, it was like 7 daya of lowered dosages (including thw two days between etizolam and kpins). Still hoping that it will be enough to keep me from seizing.