What is the most fucked up delusion you've had while fucked up on drugs?

[Sanzenbacher]

Nothing too spectacular.

I thought that I was in Cișmigiu Gardens in Bucharest, Romania (a place I've only seen pictures of, videos of, and read and heard about). There was a beautiful girl there, and we walked through the gardens, and talked about life, the universe, and everything.

She gave insight into my life. It stayed with me for awhile, but it was nothing like meeting a spirit guardian on some astral plane (I don't think). I mean, I was confronting personal issues at the time, and still am...but I personally don't think any drug (LSD, MDMA, etc. etc., will *MAKE* one overcome whatever issues they're facing. That takes your mind alone, un-inebriated.)

She took the form of a girl I knew in real life and always had a really big crush on, a girl that I felt I loved and cared for. So maybe that itself was my most pressing issue. To get over a girl and move on. Which I have.

Still, the walking through an unfamiliar garden, enjoying nature, with someone (or someone who resembled someone else) was unique.

[Pee Vee Proots, M.D.]

On diphenhydramine I was convinced that the shadow people hanging upside in the trees outside my bedroom window were my parents. It was a thunder storm, raining heavily, and I kept thinking they were taking refuge in the trees and needed me to unlock the front door so they could come inside and escape the storm.

Other than that my delusions are pretty run of the mill. Thinking there are invisible, infinitely complex beings floating around me at all time, who enter my body when I'm listening to particularly beautiful music so they can enjoy it too. Sometimes I feel like there are swarms of them buzzing around me and through me like I've become some kind of extradimensonal radio station.

Also I now have delusions when sober that are probably linked to my DXM use, but who knows eh? I feel like I can almost see the vastness of the entire universe in motion. Like I'm wearing a blindfold and what's on the other side is getting so bright the images are beginning to burn through if only as silhouettes. It feels like I'm about to absorb the entire universe at once through a hole in my forehead that doesn't exist, and I'm going to explode into something new.

Basically I feel like: "He's like fire and ice and rage. He's like the night and the storm in the heart of the sun. He's ancient and forever. He burns at the centre of time and can see the turn of the universe."

That's a description of The Doctor from an episode of Dr. Who though. Nothing to do with little old me.

[Proots]

Nothing too intense. Got freaked out at a dealers house, convinced he was trying to rob me - despite the fact I already gave him all of my money to buy crack. I ended up destroying his bathroom and running away.

After yet another crack binge, after a particularly aggressive argument with my girlfriend, we went outside and I screamed at the moon for being responsible for everything. She stood and watched, mutely for about 2-3 hours. Never saw her again after that.

After yet another crack binge - I decided I needed to get away from everything and spend a few days at my parents. I was all paranoid and twacked out when I arrived at their house. I was scared of them, for some reason. So, to regain my courage I ate a bunch of benzos and hid in the bushes and smoked more crack. My Dad came outside with the dogs and found me. Not one of my best moments.

[Pee Vee Proots, M.D.]

Originally Posted by Proots

Nothing too intense. Got freaked out at a dealers house, convinced he was trying to rob me - despite the fact I already gave him all of my money to buy crack. I ended up destroying his bathroom and running away.

I remember that thread.

[Doki66]

Originally Posted by delysid

Or the one that fucked with your head the most?

Energy stuff really fucks with me like I will think evil negative energy is trying to possess me one time I was on mushrooms and speed and this fat dude I used to work with at taco bell kicked us out of his apartment I looked into his eyes and saw fire. I felt like he put off bad energy on me. On the way home in my friends car I felt weirder and weirder probably because I was on mushrooms and speed.

I lost my phone somehow I instantly realized this is because the fat dude put evil energy off on me. What kind of Energy? Energy that makes negative things happen the rest of your life. I completely realized nothing would ever work out for me ever.

At my friends house I thought more and more about it. That fat fuck knows exactly what he's doing/what he did. I began to dwell on it more and more for about an hour until I went in my friends closet pulled out his revolver and drove to the dudes house

I kicked his door down to kill him but then I realized the gun wasn't loaded so hit him in the face with it until I knocked him out and then drove back home it was dark so he didn't recognize me THANK GOD. I eventually fell asleep the next day I couldn't remember if it was a dream or it really happened.

A few days later my friend was like "Dude did you hear about (swim) someone kicked his door down and tried to rob him the other day.

I said huh must be his karma for kicking everyone out isn't that a suprise? Next time he fucks with me like that I'm going to break his fucking computer so he can't play second life.

I know he really did try to put bad energy off on me I could see it in his eyes he is lucky as shit that gun wasn't loaded I am to though VERY LUCKY..

That is hands down the most crazy delusion I have ever had.


Sometimes I think people are going to kill me I was at my friends house on acid and MXE everything was going fine until he started giving me weird vibes like he always does after a while. I thought he had tried to poison me and was going to lock me in his apartment and torture me. I said, Ill kill you before you kill me dude don't even fucking try it serious. I freaked him out really bad and consequently he is no longer my friend.


When I get really fucked up on Amps+psychadelics I start thinking people are trying to kill me or negative energy is trying to possess me.


On DMT these creatures said they were taking my soul and operating on it and I would never get it back I begged them and they said, "Where not stealing it we are just holding it here you can have your soul back" That's what I get though for smoking Deemster in a tweeker pad.



My delusions are scary however my friends are hilarious I'm sure they scare the shit out of him though. He believes there is a rat in his room that spys on him. One time I was in his room and he was tearing his mattress up trying to find it. I left I came back 2 hours later his whole room was stripped and he was in the corner.

He explained to me that there was a secret hole in his dresser that he can't find where the mouse is camping out and spying on him. He can't really tweak without worrying about the rat.

[Savino]

Originally Posted by Doki66

Energy stuff really fucks with me like I will think evil negative energy is trying to possess me one time I was on mushrooms and speed and this fat dude I used to work with at taco bell kicked us out of his apartment I looked into his eyes and saw fire. I felt like he put off bad energy on me. On the way home in my friends car I felt weirder and weirder probably because I was on mushrooms and speed.

I lost my phone somehow I instantly realized this is because the fat dude put evil energy off on me. What kind of Energy? Energy that makes negative things happen the rest of your life. I completely realized nothing would ever work out for me ever.

At my friends house I thought more and more about it. That fat fuck knows exactly what he's doing/what he did. I began to dwell on it more and more for about an hour until I went in my friends closet pulled out his revolver and drove to the dudes house

I kicked his door down to kill him but then I realized the gun wasn't loaded so hit him in the face with it until I knocked him out and then drove back home it was dark so he didn't recognize me THANK GOD. I eventually fell asleep the next day I couldn't remember if it was a dream or it really happened.

A few days later my friend was like "Dude did you hear about (swim) someone kicked his door down and tried to rob him the other day.

I said huh must be his karma for kicking everyone out isn't that a suprise? Next time he fucks with me like that I'm going to break his fucking computer so he can't play second life.

I know he really did try to put bad energy off on me I could see it in his eyes he is lucky as shit that gun wasn't loaded I am to though VERY LUCKY..

That is hands down the most crazy delusion I have ever had.


Sometimes I think people are going to kill me I was at my friends house on acid and MXE everything was going fine until he started giving me weird vibes like he always does after a while. I thought he had tried to poison me and was going to lock me in his apartment and torture me. I said, Ill kill you before you kill me dude don't even fucking try it serious. I freaked him out really bad and consequently he is no longer my friend.


When I get really fucked up on Amps+psychadelics I start thinking people are trying to kill me or negative energy is trying to possess me.


On DMT these creatures said they were taking my soul and operating on it and I would never get it back I begged them and they said, "Where not stealing it we are just holding it here you can have your soul back" That's what I get though for smoking Deemster in a tweeker pad.



My delusions are scary however my friends are hilarious I'm sure they scare the shit out of him though. He believes there is a rat in his room that spys on him. One time I was in his room and he was tearing his mattress up trying to find it. I left I came back 2 hours later his whole room was stripped and he was in the corner.

He explained to me that there was a secret hole in his dresser that he can't find where the mouse is camping out and spying on him. He can't really tweak without worrying about the rat.

Was that one one of the days you were scrum as fuck, chillin with some hobo's sipping a 40 beside a garbage can fire, or one of the days where you were at the head of a 100 foot speedboat surrounded by models, expensive catering and more drugs then fear and loathing?

[Doki66]

Originally Posted by Savino

Was that one one of the days you were scrum as fuck, chillin with some hobo's sipping a 40 beside a garbage can fire, or one of the days where you were at the head of a 100 foot speedboat surrounded by models, expensive catering and more drugs then fear and loathing?

That was when I was at my friends house eating mushrooms and tweaking and making hash.

[Doki66]

Originally Posted by Savino

Was that one one of the days you were scrum as fuck, chillin with some hobo's sipping a 40 beside a garbage can fire, or one of the days where you were at the head of a 100 foot speedboat surrounded by models, expensive catering and more drugs then fear and loathing?

I really do not see why noone believes me on this and keeps refferering back to that post, is it really that suprising?? That in Northern california its possible to meet people with connections like that especially if you do/have the drugs you do everyone sells weed everyone sells drugs EVERYONE SELLS WEED! People have money. Come to Humboldt county and see whats up seriously or just keep calling me a liar. Ask Take_Drugs kill people.

He will tell you he thought I was lying until he actually came here and saw how we get down so quit hating and knocking events you can't even prove or come here and walk in my shoes and see what I see!

[Savino]

Originally Posted by Doki66

He will tell you he thought I was lying until he actually came here and saw how we get down so quit hating and knocking events you can't even prove or come here and walk in my shoes and see what I see!

Im not the one who has to prove anything. If you want to make ludicrous claims the burden of proof is on you.
Why dont you just take a picture on your next helicopter ride with charlie sheen holding a zoklet sign and then maybe we'll believe you.

[Doki66]

Originally Posted by Savino

Im not the one who has to prove anything. If you want to make ludicrous claims the burden of proof is on you.
Why dont you just take a picture on your next helicopter ride with charlie sheen holding a zoklet sign and then maybe we'll believe you.

Because I fucking don't like Charlie Sheen I really don't think he's that cool, I will post a picture of me on Acid and speed tho






I am 2 people in one. positive to the max on one side and shady as fuck on the other.

I am a bipolar Gemini who takes drugs that is how I know all the people I know and do the things I do sometimes I guess you have to see it to believe it and unfourtunetley many of you will never get that chance because you are to trapped in your mundane lives in places where weed costs 15+ a gram and acid is scarce.




Fuck U

[delysid]

Originally Posted by zanick

More recently (you may have read the trip report in this forum, titled "God for a day") I had a stronger trip than I've ever had before, where I became God. Or so I thought. This was the "I know what's going on right now" part of the trip, when the seed of psychedelia begins to germinate.

But then I realized that my experience as a human up to that point was intentional, I had subjected myself to my mortal life but I was God before and would remain God during and after this otherwise ordinary life. I actually created time and space. Everything in existence was just another expression of my being, my consciousness comfortably located within the very seams of reality. This is when it got to be too much, and I began to wonder if I had actually been God all along.

So I decided as long as I'm God I should get comfy being myself, and I started creating more. Experiencing every life independently in separate timelines, etc. But after a while I got lazy working out every possible incidence of anything ever, because most things just aren't that interesting, and I had to use the bathroom.

So I made up a script for how things are going to go and pretty much said, "fuck it." Everything would happen at exact times exactly as they were meant to happen, otherwise it splits off and makes another timeline which would have another script. But they were fairly adaptable, so it all works out in the end. So pretty much anything that happens that you'd prefer not to, that's my writing. If it changes then somebody's fucking with my script and I do not approve

EDIT: This one I still kind of suspect is true in some way, simply because of the satisfaction i get from telling people, "I wrote that!" when they get pissed off at something, and then they have no clue wtf I'm talking about



EDIT 2: Also, you may have noticed how my trips tend to revolve around the idea of God, the divine, the ineffable etc. I like to study philosophy and theology, they're two of my favorite subjects, and from time to time I find myself spending hours thinking about such matters. It makes for interesting trips, all I can say. But it'd be nice to focus on something else for a change, I do grow bored with the same ideas over and over. I'll make that happen one day.

Focus on relationships with others, or your emotional well being, what makes you truly happy.
Or something like that.
I enjoyed reading your trip by the way, I've had quite a few 'god' experiences, it always makes me laugh thinking back to them.

[Proots]

Originally Posted by Doki66

Because I fucking don't like Charlie Sheen I really don't think he's that cool, I will post a picture of me on Acid and speed tho






I am 2 people in one. positive to the max on one side and shady as fuck on the other.

I am a bipolar Gemini who takes drugs that is how I know all the people I know and do the things I do sometimes I guess you have to see it to believe it and unfourtunetley many of you will never get that chance because you are to trapped in your mundane lives in places where weed costs 15+ a gram and acid is scarce.




Fuck U

You must come from a relatively well-off family. You have very nice teeth.

[delysid]

Originally Posted by Doki66

Because I fucking don't like Charlie Sheen I really don't think he's that cool, I will post a picture of me on Acid and speed tho






I am 2 people in one. positive to the max on one side and shady as fuck on the other.

I am a bipolar Gemini who takes drugs that is how I know all the people I know and do the things I do sometimes I guess you have to see it to believe it and unfourtunetley many of you will never get that chance because you are to trapped in your mundane lives in places where weed costs 15+ a gram and acid is scarce.




Fuck U

I live in Cali,
There is nobody that ugly in Cali,
You are not in Cali, nor have you ever been.
There was, is and always will be beautiful bitches, and ripped dudes in Cali.
But there will never be ugly people.
Charlie Sheen is my dad.

[Doki66]

Originally Posted by Proots

You must come from a relatively well-off family. You have very nice teeth.

Yea man your right I do, never had a cavity in my life. I just have to brush them more often. I do come from a well off family wow you must be psychic.

[Proots]

Originally Posted by Doki66

Yea man your right I do, never had a cavity in my life. I just have to brush them more often. I do come from a well off family wow you must be psychic.

I was being serious, maaan. No need to get snippy. I'm not the one busting your balls.

[Doki66]

Originally Posted by delysid

I live in Cali,
There is nobody that ugly in Cali,
You are not in Cali, nor have you ever been.
There was, is and always will be beautiful bitches, and ripped dudes in Cali.
But there will never be ugly people.
Charlie Sheen is my dad.

California is 163,700 sq miles tell your dad I hate him.

Heres some music for you.

Lil Blood - "Sell My Coke" ft. J. Stalin [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO] - YouTube

Lil Blood - "Sell My Coke" ft. J. Stalin [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO] - YouTube
Video: click to display

The Lovin' Spoonful "Younger Generation" - YouTube

The Lovin' Spoonful "Younger Generation" - YouTube
Video: click to display

There is a song for you.

Mac Dre - There Is A Song For You - YouTube

Mac Dre - There Is A Song For You - YouTube
Video: click to display

[delysid]

Originally Posted by Doki66

California is 163,700 sq miles tell your dad I hate him.

Heres some music for you.

Lil Blood - "Sell My Coke" ft. J. Stalin [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO] - YouTube

The Lovin' Spoonful "Younger Generation" - YouTube



There is a song for you.


Mac Dre - There Is A Song For You - YouTube

I told my dad, he got embarrassed and then told me about you.
He apologised for leaving you at birth, he also said your mother really was a whore.

[FON]

That I had died and was in the afterlife and/or the 2012 'shift' had happened ...Forgot that I had taken shrooms and eventually started contemplating suicide because of some fucked up shroom logic. Luckily my brain was sensible enough to decide I should sit there and think long and hard about this. A few hours later I remembered I had taken shrooms and everything was fine.

Another time on acid I ran my tongue along my teeth and realized that I had been grinding my teeth really bad and all my teeth were cracked, some were broken and blood was gushing out everywhere. I could literally feel blood and bits of broken tooth going down my throat and was choking on it. Then I saw my reflection in a glass door and realized I was totally fine.

[psychomanthis]

Originally Posted by Doki66

Because I fucking don't like Charlie Sheen I really don't think he's that cool, I will post a picture of me on Acid and speed tho






I am 2 people in one. positive to the max on one side and shady as fuck on the other.

I am a bipolar Gemini who takes drugs that is how I know all the people I know and do the things I do sometimes I guess you have to see it to believe it and unfourtunetley many of you will never get that chance because you are to trapped in your mundane lives in places where weed costs 15+ a gram and acid is scarce.




Fuck U

Fags

[delysid]

Originally Posted by FON

That I had died and was in the afterlife and/or the 2012 'shift' had happened ...Forgot that I had taken shrooms and eventually started contemplating suicide because of some fucked up shroom logic. Luckily my brain was sensible enough to decide I should sit there and think long and hard about this. A few hours later I remembered I had taken shrooms and everything was fine.

Another time on acid I ran my tongue along my teeth and realized that I had been grinding my teeth really bad and all my teeth were cracked, some were broken and blood was gushing out everywhere. I could literally feel blood and bits of broken tooth going down my throat and was choking on it. Then I saw my reflection in a glass door and realized I was totally fine.

Ahh fuck, have you ever had stuff like that while eating cereal?

[Doki66]

Originally Posted by delysid

I told my dad, he got embarrassed and then told me about you.
He apologised for leaving you at birth, he also said your mother really was a whore.

My mom may have been a whore but my mom has a faster car than yours.

[FON]

Originally Posted by delysid

Ahh fuck, have you ever had stuff like that while eating cereal?

On acid? Nah, I generally only eat fruit when tripping. Although I can imagine it sucks. I went into a state of panic for a minute or two until I caught sight of my reflection.

[delysid]

Originally Posted by Doki66

FUCK OFF JERRY!!!!!

[delysid]

Originally Posted by FON

On acid? Nah, I generally only eat fruit when tripping. Although I can imagine it sucks. I went into a state of panic for a minute or two until I caught sight of my reflection.

I tried eating fruit and fibre while on acid once and thought I was chewing on shards of glass mixed with rusty nails and oil.
Spent about an hour running back an forth from the bathroom to check I hadn't been fooled by the mirror into thinking I was okay.

[Auschwitz Nazi Disneyland]

everything is going to be ok

[ZeroMalarki]

I thought I was Thor.

[FON]

Originally Posted by ZeroMalarki

I thought I was Thor.

Did you start wielding a hammer?

[delysid]

Originally Posted by FON

Did you start wielding a hammer?

I think the more pressing question is,
Did he nail Jesus to a cross?

[The real slim spud]

this is hilarious some of you people would be so funny to be fucked with and some of you down right dangerous. dokki you shouldn't be taking psychadelic drugs

[Doki66]

Originally Posted by The real slim spud

this is hilarious some of you people would be so funny to be fucked with and some of you down right dangerous. dokki you shouldn't be taking psychadelic drugs

Shouldn't be doin a lot of shit bro.

[Proots]

Originally Posted by Doki66

Shouldn't be doin a lot of shit bro.

Amen to that.

[ZeroMalarki]

Originally Posted by FON

Did you start wielding a hammer?

No, but I walked through a thunderstorm where everyone else was cold and worries and believed I was calling down thunder

[Zanick]

I challenged God to kill me, or else I'd crash the pearly gates and rape him for the rest of time. Then I realized he could just put a tumor in my head and I wouldn't find out until I was a harmless old man without the same sexual vitality that would've been required for an eternity of rape

[southernsun]

While on holiday in Ibiza a few years back, bought some pills from some skag in a bar, nailed all 3 of them, an hour or so later I found myself sat inside a tropical jungle with flourescent parrots buzzing around and bright fireflys around my head, the leaves of glowed a magnificent bright green and blue, I felt in paradise, however when I 'came to', I was sat in the carpark of a derelict hotel, not a tree in sight with the buzz of the night time insects chirping constantly.

[Elsrick]

A few years ago I took 7-8 hits of cid with a hippie friend of mine. We chilled while listening to 60s and 70s music. Next thing I knew I was at the top of a tree in his front yard. So here I am clinging to this tree wondering how to get down. I finally figured it out and started climbing down and saw a huge amount of "snakes" trying to climb up to get me. I stayed about 10 feet up this tree until the sun came up and I realized the "snakes" were actually flowers. It was pretty intense

[Vizier]

What the fuck mudfarmer...what the fuck.

[is all mememememe with me]

i can vaguely remember being very pilled up at a rave years ago and suddenly having the solution to all the worlds problems. i can't remember what it was tho, but it may have involved something along the lines of everyone doing ecstasy everyday.

[-Fuck-]

Salvia D, 10x

I was in a field with friends at first. Then, I was the field. It wasn't comfortable either, because I didn't wanna be the field anymore.

Ever hear stories of "strong physical forces pushing against you" with Salvia? That's how it was, fucking INTENSE force pushing me. I even heard of one friend moving his hands pushing against the force.

Salvia's no fucking joke, be careful. I still think everyone should do it once, just be prepared to be frightened to fucking death for the rest of your goddamned life.

[Xlite]

I remember trippin on ketamine.
I was hovering above my own spastic looking body. It was twisting and twitching and it was a quite unpleasant experience.

I also remember my younger brother on acid.
This random car tried to talk back to him, and so him and the car ended up having a discussion before my brother got pissed off and started kicking the tires. I had to pull him away eventually, that was pretty hilarious.

[arleybob]

Originally Posted by -Fuck-

Salvia D, 10x

I was in a field with friends at first. Then, I was the field. It wasn't comfortable either, because I didn't wanna be the field anymore.

Ever hear stories of "strong physical forces pushing against you" with Salvia? That's how it was, fucking INTENSE force pushing me. I even heard of one friend moving his hands pushing against the force.

Salvia's no fucking joke, be careful. I still think everyone should do it once, just be prepared to be frightened to fucking death for the rest of your goddamned life.

lol my friend and I had a similar experience

we sat on a couch in a field and took turns doing salvia. He did his first because it was his first time. In a daze he said "...ow...". Afterwards, he told me he saw the field slowly peel up and back and stretch towards the sky, like someone was lifting it off the ground and pulling it behind his head. All the garbage (was a dirty field) fell on us and a piece hit him in the arm, why he said "ow".

I was once on mushrooms and near the end of my night, started smoking some weed outside in my front yard... just sitting there, calming down after a night of lulz. The light from a nearby street was shining on the grass near my feet in a unique kind of way.

After I started getting really high and the mushrooms came back for a bit, I was staring at this illuminated patch of grass because it was moving nicely.

Before I know it, I feel like I'm sitting on a dock near water, and I'm dipping my feet in the water (actually grass). But the grass/water starts forming into an arm, coming up out of the ground and swiping at me like a creature. I play with that for a bit but then become genuinely scared, and start seeing a woman figure climb out of the ground and swiping at me.

I half knew it was the drugs but I let myself get too scared and ran inside, heart pounding fast. lol