Just smoked ~80mg of Etaqualone PLUS...

[gadzooks]

I've had about 8 or 9 drinks.
And about 1-2mg clonazepam.
And 1mg etizolam.

Am I fucked?

What should I expect?

(I have a pretty high tolerance for alcohol and at least a moderate benzo tolerance from daily usage...)

[gadzooks]

The more I think about this, the more I think I might have fucked up.

I mean, I know alcohol and how it affects me. I know clonazepam and how it affects me.

But the etiz and the etaq are kinda new to me.

Admittedly, I've been having quasi-suicidal thoughts lately. Maybe I just did it because, subconsciously, I want out.

Then again, if I were truly suicidal, I'd be taking a fuck load more than the above mentioned quantities...

[FNIC]

Google Borderline Personality Disorder. see what you think

[gadzooks]

It tasted like crack, btw. The etaqualone... when smoked. Anyone agree?

[gadzooks]

Originally Posted by FNIC

Google Borderline Personality Disorder. see what you think

I took an intro abnormal psych course, and remember memorizing some stuff about all the personality disorders... But I forgot it because clinical psych isn't really my main area of focus.

But I remember like half of those personality disorders seeming eerily familiar...

[takedrugs_killpeople]

smoked etaqualone gives me a weird rush that feels like smoked heroin, without the euphoria, and only lasts like 3 minutes

[gadzooks]

Originally Posted by takedrugs_killpeople

smoked etaqualone gives me a weird rush that feels like smoked heroin, without the euphoria, and only lasts like 3 minutes

On the one hand, that sucks...

But I'm kinda hoping at this point that I don't die from it.

About heroin, I quit a few weeks ago, possibly forever.

I've been thinking of quitting all drugs.

Except for alcohol and benzos. That shit's medicinal, yo.

[gadzooks]

Ok, that BPD shit is tripping me the fuck out.

I know I'm not right in the head, but reading statements that are so descriptive of me is really, really creepy.

I prefer living in a bubble of denialism.

[takedrugs_killpeople]

Originally Posted by gadzooks

On the one hand, that sucks...

But I'm kinda hoping at this point that I don't die from it.

About heroin, I quit a few weeks ago, possibly forever.

I've been thinking of quitting all drugs.

Except for alcohol and benzos. That shit's medicinal, yo.

yea etaqualone is pretty disappointing...i think you'll be fine. etizolam is medicinal as fuck

[gadzooks]

Still nothing...

WTF is wrong with downers? They either kill you, or they do nothing.

[FNIC]

Originally Posted by gadzooks

Ok, that BPD shit is tripping me the fuck out.

I know I'm not right in the head, but reading statements that are so descriptive of me is really, really creepy.

I prefer living in a bubble of denialism.

I denied it for a while. But its getting too much to ignore. Does stress seem to really trigger you?

[gadzooks]

Originally Posted by FNIC

I denied it for a while. But its getting too much to ignore. Does stress seem to really trigger you?

Definitely.

Stress is like trigger #1.

But then again, there are like a thousand sources of stress. Some are internal, other external.

This is all why I love downers, sedatives, opiates, etc...

[gadzooks]

Imma smoke another 20 mg...

Make it an even 100mg.

Might as well. I tain't doing shit yet...

[gadzooks]

I'm just gonna keep smoking this until I feel at least a tiny semblance of euphoria.

Ergo, +~50mg etaqualone up in the system...

[gadzooks]

I think the benzos + alcohol are taking their toll and making me hella tired.

Either that or etaqualone just makes you really tired.

Either way, hella lame...

[&Zenith]

[gadzooks]

Originally Posted by &Zenith

That's exactly how I feel right now.

Etaqualone is hella lame.

[psychomanthis]

Rizzo seemed to really like it. It's kind of a hit or miss deal with etaqualone i suppose.

[Obbe]

Thread makes me sad. Humanity drugging itself with all sorts of different drugs.

[Sir Cornwell]

You outta let your fellow psycho-students study as a good example of BPD.

Charge them an hourly rate.

You trying any nootrops yet like Meclofenoxate (Lucidril), also known as centrophenoxine?

[A$AP Weed Smoker]

Eyyyy, dddddeeyyyyke!!

[Haiti's Space Agency]

aren't all of those that one kind of depressant that makes you stop breathing in your sleep

[Piles of Crack]

Originally Posted by a224

aren't all of those that one kind of depressant that makes you stop breathing in your sleep

You mean that CVS shit?

[Haiti's Space Agency]

Originally Posted by Piles of Crack

You mean that CVS shit?

yeah i think thats it.