I've been MIA for a few months, I've been trying to kick dope with very little success... I turned my bundle+ a day habit down to 4-5 a day and I'm at 6-7 but thats only because its garbage. I can feel fine for most of the day on only 40-50mg of methadone so I know I'm doing a bit better.
I've been getting involved in other activities that way I will have things to look forward to when I do get clean, new things to put my money towards and legitimate things to keep the boredom from causing me to use again. Hopefully I can get a jump start on it and get clean within a month or so because hustling as hard as I've been to put together the money (work has dried up for me, I have no choice) has been really rough, especially lately...
I'm banking on getting my hands on a bunch of oxy or opana which I can taper down with, then go on methadone for 3-4 days then go on suboxone and then go cold turkey. It seems to be the least uncomfortable way to go about this.
I'm back for the time being, what did I miss?