living as a complete junkie

[Charles Manson]

its official I have been living as a complete junkie for a month now and feel happy / content.

I walked the streets of stockton traveling all around ,smoked crack in resturant bathrooms, slept outside gas stations(during business hours) ,went to my dealers house and even used the bathroom like a junkie, i took an entire bath in the sink of a chevron bathroom(as i love to do most).

I love being strung the fuck out. what junkie doesn't? In three weeks time I start taking pills i found on the floor, I could overdose ,end up blacked out commiting hate crimes, or even contract aids while sharing needles.

bottom line If nothing goes wrong I will become slower, and have a stronger craving for the drugs, but I dont care about any of that.

I rather take these risks with the chance of being happy then to live a normal life, not being able to shoot up, when, and where i want.

iv had to quit eating,and apply a metallic coating of tin foil around my head, and I dont get to smoke as much "Even when i collect hella cans".

I stop and ask myself why why would anyone risk their life and not care. My only answer is that I am doing this so I can be myself ,feel right with all my crack heroin and meth. i can finally find happiness.

I accepted my feeling and started to get medical treatment for poly-substance-addiction issues.

Iv gone as far as shooting up aspartame, and saving my spare money to get a mouth full of pills.

in the coming weeks to months my body should start to turn into that of a homeless man, I should become unaware of my bodily odors and hopefully i will find a spot on the bus where i can sit down to shit.

and I may find myself learning new ways to steal shit for drug money.

I cant wait. I hope and pray that I am not making a big mistake but I have no doubts in my mind that this is how I want to live my life.

even though I may get made fun of or find it harder to get employment I cant let that stop me. Being a fucking junkie and smoking rocks is more important than life itself, IMO.

[Myxomatosis]

[rell]

You are a piece of shit

[Charles Manson]

Originally Posted by rell

You are a piece of shit

You are a black man in a white mans body.

Owned.

[Myxomatosis]

Originally Posted by Charles Manson

You are a black man in a white mans body.

Owned.

Let me know if you want one from scratch.

(btw i'm not trying to imitate reality but rather the fantasy of it)

[constantinople]

I am jacks complete lack of surprise.

[Charles Manson]

Originally Posted by TrustedDr.Watson

I am jacks complete lack of surprise.

I will totally jack you off in the alley for a dubsack....

but it better not be skimpy like last time!

*smokes a rock*

[Rust]

Clone thread. Moving from N&N to Trashcan.

[Myxomatosis]

Originally Posted by Rust

Clone thread. Moving from N&N to Trashcan.

gay

[Rust]

No, you.

[Myxomatosis]

Originally Posted by Rust

No, you.

[Charles Manson]

Bull fucking shit


this isnt a fucking clone thread, i am serious about all this shit man





that dude trying to be a girl fucking copied me

[-SpectraL]

Welcome, my son
Welcome to the machine
Where have you been?
It's alright we know where you've been

You've been in the pipeline, filling in time
Provided with toys... and scouting for boys
You bought a guitar to punish your Ma
You didn't like school, and you know you're nobody's fool

So welcome to the machine
Welcome, my son
Welcome to the machine
What did you dream?
It's alright we told you what to dream

You dreamed of a big star
He played a mean guitar
He always ate in the steak bar
He loved to drive in his Jaguar

So welcome to the machine

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