I have money, a job I enjoy and weed coming my way for the first time in two months

[Iskalla]

But I'm too scared of everything going wrong again to truly appreciate any of it, I'm even having dreams about things going wrong. Damn.

[Morb]

Don't let fear of success fuck you up, I know how that works personally. It ain't pretty.

Instead of worrying about everything going wrong, focus on someone who said something to you once that made you mad. Someone who made you feel like you want to prove them wrong. Focus on that, it does wonders.

[i poop in your cereal]

That's because of weed induced paranoia.

[Daily]

I recommend not smoking weed.

[Iskalla]

Originally Posted by i poop in your cereal

That's because of weed induced paranoia.

No, it's lack of weed induced stress.

I feel a bit better, I'm just gonna have a good day tomorrow and stop doubting myself and expecting bad things to happen. I overthink, I don't live in the present enough.

Instead of worrying about everything going wrong, focus on someone who said something to you once that made you mad. Someone who made you feel like you want to prove them wrong. Focus on that, it does wonders.

I think I'm going to do this too.