Fuck you, SSRIs work

[STD]

So I've always been an anxious loser, and then about two months ago I started hitting the zoloft (sertraline) hard. Then fluvoxamine too. 250mg of each, every morning.

And fuck yeah I'm way less anxious. And talking to random people is easy. And so is making a "fool" of myself and not giving a shit. It's quite cool actually.

Side effects? Minimal. Nausea went 95% away within weeks, takes a bit longer to cum, but I can get it up just fine and probably even want to fuck chicks even more. So yeah, can't say it will be the same for you, but that shit works for me. And SSRIs are easy as fuck to get, unlike benzos, which require a bit of thought and planning if you want a decent steady supply.

There is one downside though, or side effect: I've become extremely reckless and self destructive. Some of you kiddos may have noticed that about 6-8 weeks ago I started becoming more and more fucked up on here. That's no fucking coincidence.

I drive like a madman, don't care about cops around me, drink half a bottle of vodka every night, piss off people who piss me off not caring who they are, be greedy and steal more than i know is safe, etc, etc, it's like a fucking dark paradise where i can take more than i ever have before but at the same time i'm playing a little bit of a dangerous game, fuck, i'm on a good behaviour bond yet i'm ordering phenazepam online which has since been seized my border security.

Overall though, the SSRIs have been beneficial, I at least stuck out the initial months, and yes, they do take a month or so to take proper effect, even going on a large binge of 0.5g/day for a week won't accelerate the process, like the doctor said, it seems to be a lot about your body adapting to the increased levels of serotonin rather than simply having more serotonin floating around your body.

So yeah, there you have it, a "trip report" of kinda therapeutic SSRI use. Do note though, that the sertraline and fluvoxamine are both from different doctors who don't know about each other, which also has the fringe benefit of me getting twice a "therapeutic" dose of benzos, which has worked out to being quite a nice supply, provided i don't become physically addicted to them.

<3

Love, in the name of science, Syphilis/STD.

[STD]

Also, shit, meant to post this in N&N, but it'll probably get more traffic here anyway so leave it here.

[STD]

Also, speaking of side effects, I seem to be remarkably not giving a shit about pulling out a blade and cutting deep enough for stitches. Recently it occurred to me I may possibly be able to maneuver this into getting moar benzos from the hospital somehow. We shall see, bitches. And FUCK, 12x shots of vodka and I can still type coherently, tolerance is a fucking bitch. And if you hate on this thread, so are you, at least I had the balls (?) to take on a "drug" that you pussies always dissed without ever giving a proper go, SSRIs worked for me and have turned me into a fatalistically confident god of scum, fuck you, take this for what you will, hopefully somebody on the internets will find my experience helpful in their quest for getting laid.

[Sir Cornwell]

What's next? SSRI induced homicidal rage or suicide? Which you no doubt know about from your net research.

[STD]

Originally Posted by Sir Cornwell

What's next? SSRI induced homicidal rage or suicide? Which you no doubt know about from your net research.

dunno, these days it's pretty equal between my desires to slit my wrists as deep as i can, and the times where i walk through town and imagine i had a glock 22 in my hand and could just empty bullets into every second person i see. today i went out looking as offensive as possible and basically just made people cross the street (literally) to avoid me. i lol'd

[dopeman420]

I always enjoy an STD thread to start off my morning.

[Auschwitz Nazi Disneyland]

Originally Posted by dopeman420

I always enjoy an STD thread to start off my morning.

lets you know you haven't hit rock bottom yet.

[Sir Cornwell]

Ayup. Nothing like starting the day with an STD.

[pseudonym]

Originally Posted by STD

dunno, these days it's pretty equal between my desires to slit my wrists as deep as i can, and the times where i walk through town and imagine i had a glock 22 in my hand and could just empty bullets into every second person i see. today i went out looking as offensive as possible and basically just made people cross the street (literally) to avoid me. i lol'd

yeah you sound sooo happy lol

[STD]

Originally Posted by pseudonym

yeah you sound sooo happy lol

moar than you think, i currently got $1,000 in cash and 3L of vodka, that's enough for this week at least, i shall worry about next week, next week <3

[JC Denton]

What a fuck-up. This guy is even worse than slag.

[sepht]

I did give several drugs a go ranging from antispychotics to SSRIs to SSNIs

They do have good parts to them but all of them kill my creativity to do art. I actually rely on the intense emotions of manic depression to inspire me to do more art. Sure this makes me a flaming maniac but I learned how to deal without meds.

If I'm stable and leveled out, I just don't get that inspiration to do crazy shit like building a cold fusion reactor or painting something on the level of Van Gogh.

Since I'm not working or going to school and I'm on SSI, I don't have to worry about going postal and shooting everyone. I can just chill out and draw disturbing shit away from judging eyes. I just feel I don't need meds to be happy now.

[STD]

Originally Posted by JC Denton

What a fuck-up. This guy is even worse than slag.

thanks dude, these meds works for me YMMV

Originally Posted by sepht

I did give several drugs a go ranging from antispychotics to SSRIs to SSNIs

They do have good parts to them but all of them kill my creativity to do art. I actually rely on the intense emotions of manic depression to inspire me to do more art. Sure this makes me a flaming maniac but I learned how to deal without meds.

If I'm stable and leveled out, I just don't get that inspiration to do crazy shit like building a cold fusion reactor or painting something on the level of Van Gogh.

Since I'm not working or going to school and I'm on SSI, I don't have to worry about going postal and shooting everyone. I can just chill out and draw disturbing shit away from judging eyes. I just feel I don't need meds to be happy now.

eh they make me more creative since they unleash my psychopathic side. or maybe ive just gone nuts and the SSRIs are just there doing nothing and happened to coincide. FCKL

[Oct]

Originally Posted by JC Denton

What a fuck-up. This guy is even worse than slag.

No, he doesn't need multiple accounts to pass the time. That is sad, no pitiful.

Originally Posted by sepht

I did give several drugs a go ranging from antispychotics to SSRIs to SSNIs

They do have good parts to them but all of them kill my creativity to do art. I actually rely on the intense emotions of manic depression to inspire me to do more art. Sure this makes me a flaming maniac but I learned how to deal without meds.

If I'm stable and leveled out, I just don't get that inspiration to do crazy shit like building a cold fusion reactor or painting something on the level of Van Gogh.


Since I'm not working or going to school and I'm on SSI, I don't have to worry about going postal and shooting everyone. I can just chill out and draw disturbing shit away from judging eyes. I just feel I don't need meds to be happy now.

[JC Denton]

http://www.zoklet.net/bbs/showthread...ghlight=zoloft

What a fucking moron.

[Midwest]

Originally Posted by Kip

Maybe they can work for anxiety and shit like that but you use them 'recreationally'. Which is stupid as fuck. At least fucking air duster and rubbing alcohol get you high.

the things you say make me

[curioushat]

[Mordisk]

I'm still glad your std buddy boy ;]

[psychomanthis]

Originally Posted by Auschwitz Nazi Disneyland

lets you know you haven't hit rock bottom yet.

Damn straight.

[SoulButter]

"Let me guess, STD?" *click* "Yup."

[sploogook]

STD is so lame
If a 15 year old get get heroin you should be able to do better than lobotomy drugs and industrial solvents

[Spence_tron]

Your pineal gland must hate you.

[STD]

Originally Posted by Mordisk

I'm still glad your std buddy boy ;]

<3

Originally Posted by AudioCentriX

"Let me guess, STD?" *click* "Yup."

I lol'd.

Originally Posted by Kip

Maybe they can work for anxiety and shit like that but you use them 'recreationally'. Which is stupid as fuck. At least fucking air duster and rubbing alcohol get you high.

Nah I don't, I use them for anxiety... I did try to get high on them back in the day but now it's just a steady 500mg/day.

[Cerberus]

Placebo.

[Duke Zion]

God damn you STD, that shit is not supposed to be abused especially with Alcohol.

But it does give you a warm feeling, but I would never want to take them on a regular, I actually have many SSRI's that have just been sitting in my drawer for years that I take on occasion If I am bored.

[sploogook]

Originally Posted by STD

<3


I lol'd.


Nah I don't, I use them for anxiety... I did try to get high on them back in the day but now it's just a steady 500mg/day.

U just jelly cause heroin

[SoulButter]

Originally Posted by sploogook

U just jelly cause heroin

You're planning on buying heroin, we get it. Please move on.

[Intoxicated Shaman]

SSRIs make all the best drugs useless. Who the fuck would want to take something that makes acid and MDMA do nothing to you?

[SoulButter]

Originally Posted by Intoxicated Shaman

SSRIs make all the best drugs useless. Who the fuck would want to take something that makes acid and MDMA do nothing to you?

Makes duster fucking CRAZY though
#somethingSTDwouldsay

[sploogook]

Originally Posted by AudioCentriX

You're planning on buying heroin, we get it. Please move on.

HerOinheroinheroin

[STD]

Originally Posted by Intoxicated Shaman

SSRIs make all the best drugs useless. Who the fuck would want to take something that makes acid and MDMA do nothing to you?

eh I can still black out on benzos so I'm happy

[Duke Zion]

Originally Posted by STD

eh I can still black out on benzos so I'm happy

That is always fun, but cut the SSRI shit out

[sploogook]

Originally Posted by STD

eh I can still black out on benzos so I'm happy

Heroin

[Beef]

Originally Posted by sploogook

Heroin

so youre 15 and obsessed with heroin before you've even tried it? Have a nice life!

[White Jesus]

Originally Posted by JC Denton

What a fuck-up. This guy is even worse than slag.

And yet they're both about a bazzillion times more entertaining then you.

[STD]

Originally Posted by White Jesus

And yet they're both about a bazzillion times more entertaining then you.

oh snap (as long as you're referring to mr. JC, and not me

<3 australia

[JC Denton]

Originally Posted by White Jesus

And yet they're both about a bazzillion times more entertaining then you.

I don't come here to entertain you. I'm not a circus clown or street performer.

I come here for the exchange of knowledge and wisdom, and sometimes insulting people to motivate them into making a positive change in their shitty life. Though I'm starting to see most of those people just end up getting butthurt over it. Like you. You're a hopeless case.

[Aperson444]

Fuck SSRIs. They do sort of help with anxiety and depression. Minimally. I took 120 micrograms of L on Zoloft (my first time) and all I got was a few CEVs/Mental movies and wicked insomnia. The Zolo sort of gets me fucking pissed off and suicidal. Had these crazy Columbine-like fantasies. The weed sort of curbs that shit though, but when I was on probation, I was literally thinking about that shit all fucking day.

But heroin (or morphine), you might like that

[STD]

Originally Posted by Aperson444

Fuck SSRIs. They do sort of help with anxiety and depression. Minimally. I took 120 micrograms of L on Zoloft (my first time) and all I got was a few CEVs/Mental movies and wicked insomnia. The Zolo sort of gets me fucking pissed off and suicidal. Had these crazy Columbine-like fantasies. The weed sort of curbs that shit though, but when I was on probation, I was literally thinking about that shit all fucking day.

But heroin (or morphine), you might like that

Yeah for some strange reason I feel very violent and homicidal these days, like earlier I was driving around drunk and saw this dude walking along the side of the road and I just wanted to mow the fucker down

[curioushat]

Originally Posted by STD

Yeah for some strange reason I feel very violent and homicidal these days, like earlier I was driving around drunk and saw this dude walking along the side of the road and I just wanted to mow the fucker down

Wtf? Pedestrians are worth 10,000 points!