My Psychological Problems

[LustyMaid]

1.) I'm afraid of being in my own house
2.) I'm afraid of doors
3.) I fear being alone with myself
4.) My coping method is avoidance
5.) I have dependency issues
6.) There is no purpose in my existence, life is meaningless, etc etc...but suicide is stupid
7.) I wish my parents weren't such 'tards

[Nisko]

Why are you afraid of being in your own house?

[LustyMaid]

My father is an alcoholic, my mother is depressed and fat, brother is going through puberty and wants attention, sister has a mental disability. Also, my parents are old-fashioned and wont let me out. Haha, I sound whiny.

[Nisko]

Why don't you just dwell within your room. Make it your own.

[Bad_Intentions]

Originally Posted by LustyMaid

My father is an alcoholic, my mother is depressed and fat, brother is going through puberty and wants attention, sister has a mental disability. Also, my parents are old-fashioned and wont let me out. Haha, I sound whiny.

That's kinda similar to me, except both parents are alcoholics, my mother is depressed and takes it out on my step dad, my older sister is mentally disabled and my little brother is going through puberty and needs a proper father figure.

I can't sleep, I haven't been happy in 3 years, I have alot of anxiety, I just can't see, to get out of this place. I live in the middle of nowhere and I'm wasting my life because my parents wont help me.

[kwerjak]

take charge of your parents, seriously.

some of my friends arent allowed out on fridays and im like are you fuckin kiddin me just walk out there door and be like fuck you.

ive gotton my mom to let me smoke pot on our deck and she probably wouldnt do shit if she found other drugs.

being afraid of doors is pretty unheard off. talk to a psych about that.

and lastly, the avoidance/dependence thing. it sounds like you just have low self-esteem, so you hide yourself either by letting others see the person youre depending on, or by just avoiding others.

[VVeathers]

Get out of the house and walk as much as you can. Excersice will help your head and give you a change of scenery. Study like a mother fucker, go to college, get a fresh start.

[ZeroMalarki]

Originally Posted by kwerjak

take charge of your parents, seriously.

some of my friends arent allowed out on fridays and im like are you fuckin kiddin me just walk out there door and be like fuck you.

ive gotton my mom to let me smoke pot on our deck and she probably wouldnt do shit if she found other drugs.

being afraid of doors is pretty unheard off. talk to a psych about that.

and lastly, the avoidance/dependence thing. it sounds like you just have low self-esteem, so you hide yourself either by letting others see the person youre depending on, or by just avoiding others.

Sounds like you're a bit spoiled, no?

[The English Gentleman]

it is pretty obvious. Concentrate on School grades, get good grades, go to uni and get yourself a degree which will allow you to get a great job. The other posters talking about not going out on Friday nights fail to realise how trivial it is, plan for the future and succeed, and be positive about it and depression will go, it worked for me. Oh and if moneys their go to a boarding school, you will have a great time and at mine we had a sixth form bar twice weekly and when we were 17 we were allowed to go to the chinky and have a drink and an all you can eat buffet (as long as we kept to the story that we were going to the 'library').

[kwerjak]

Originally Posted by ZeroMalarki

Sounds like you're a bit spoiled, no?

not at all. my parents dont pay for anything, but once youve been caught with drugs its just kinda like what else can they do?

[LustyMaid]

I wish I could get out...I actually ran away for a few months.. now that I'm back, their hold on me is tighter than ever. I'm in the process of convincing them to let me live in residence for university. Just taking a student loan and getting the fuck out wont do it as I've realized that it's hard to get by without any amount of significant savings.

[Irukanji]

Bipolar is a bitch.....

You go from being super happy for a few weeks, to wanting to kill your self the next, even in the same day. But you just live with it i guess, try your hardest to enjoy life whilst your happy, then struggle your way through the next cycle and do it all again.

Not gonna get meds, or self medicate. Im mentally stronger then that, but i've found that seeing other people suffer some how makes me happy, which dont make sense....

Owell, life is life i guess. The mind is a fucked up thing. Do what makes you happy, no point being told what to do all your life.

[Irukanji]

Originally Posted by LustyMaid

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Damn.....afraid of doors? Never heard of it.
Being afraid of your own home? I guess thats because of your family right?
Being alone by yourself is normal for some people. For me being alone is how i cope with the world, give me a chance to think, get relaxed.
Dependency as in drugs? Or something else?
Suicide is stupid, and sure life is meaningless, but enjoy it whilst it last's
You cant help your parents being tards....

[Bilbo]

Listen "LustyMaid" I have a solution for you:

start working out hardcore 4 times a week. Build up your muscles so you can lift heavy objects

[Irukanji]

Originally Posted by Bilbo

Listen "LustyMaid" I have a solution for you:

start working out hardcore 4 times a week. Build up your muscles so you can lift heavy objects

Or something like that just to keep your mind off life for a few hours.